The Fake Friend ( Harry styles fanfiction )

Chapter 19

Harry's P.O.V.

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You knew she was going through so much and you had to ruin your friendship with Rose your most prized possession you idiot. I swear harry think next time. She left me in the water alone in my own thoughts she couldn't have just like stayed of course not duck. It would have been awkward. ugh I can't take this anymore. I like Rose I hate seeing her upset like this. why do you ruin things Harry just why. I start swimming to shore and grabbing a towel and walking to my motorcycle.  I need to go home back to my mother. I haven't seen her in forever I wonder how she's doing without me. I sit on my motorcycle. adjusting myself on the seat and driving off. I'm scared of losing Rose but what I just did probably just made it worse. I can't lose her though I'd rather lose all the food in the world or go bold than lose her. she's I guess you can say special. what am I saying of course she's special no second guessing that.

I wish I could rewind the clock or fix what I  did wrong but I know after what I pulled that won't be until  a while. I just need to apologize to her soon. I can't I just I miss her already out of all the boys that eye her up and down she choices someone like me. Why, I'm nerdy, barely talk. Wait my stuttering towards her is gone. I can't can I no I can't love  her or can I. no I can't that's my finally answer I can't.  I'm sticking with that. I drive angrily to my mothers place were I left. I get there parking my bike and walking towards the door. I hesitate to open the door. I can't do this. yes you can styles. no I can't. yes you can. ok I can do this. but what if she doesn't want to talk to me. I'm changed though. I decide on knocking on the door. The door opens slowly and my mother's peeks through. She slams the door shut in my face.

" Please don't hurt me. "

" Mom I won't ..What you think I'm gonna hurt you mom I love you. "

" You  can't say those three words to me after what I've done to you. "

" Mom I've changed I promise. "

" I don't care go away. "

" Please"  I hear my aunt in the back round asking who it is and my mother says harry. she squeals with delight and I guess pushes my mother out the way.

" Harry please come in make you self at home. " I walk in whipping my feet on the mat. I look around the house. it seems different but then again looks exactly how I left this place. I spot my mom standing there starring at me like Im a ceral killer.

" Mom please I'm sorry " I start walking towards her but she runs and puts her hands out to stop me.

" Please don't come any closer. "

" I knew this was a mistake. "

" No Harry your welcome here anytime sweetie please your mom is just a bit shaken up I guess. "

" I feel awful for what I did aunt Jen. "

" No baby don't. " she strokes my hair and her hands kinda get lost in my curls. I smile up at my aunt and take a seat on the chair in the dining room.

" Aunt Jen you know I've changed right. I'm not the same stuck up guy I was when I left I changed schools and to be honest I'm no longer the popular kid I'm a new and I meet this girl she's. ...."

" Its fine sweetheart don't sweat it so why ...wait did you just say you met a girl. "

" Yes "

" Oh my goodness tell me all about her. " after fifteen minutes of telling her the amazing things about Rose and what happened to her parents and how I messed up by kissing her. My Aunt smacked me in the back of the head.