Sometimes I wonder if I've ever felt love.
I have seen it, have not been in it.
Is that normal?
What I mean is not the love that you would feel for a friend nor for family, of course. I mean the love that would compel you to be with someone in an intimate form.
What is the age in which you should feel physical attraction towards another?
Some tell me I'm too young to say that I've never felt the need to be with someone in that way.
Have I felt it? I am not sure. The lines are not clear to me.
The way people describe it is different from what I experience. When I like someone, it is usually because they match the profile I have made of a perfect partner.
I have a list. Some match the items of that list. I usually find them acceptable. But how do I know I love them and not the fact that they are, in theory, "perfect?"
Is it possible to "love" a person for who they are, in that way?
How do I know the difference between loving a person and loving the idea of a person?
How do I know not to fantasize and create my own version of that one?
How do I know if "the one" exists?
How do I know if I've found them? How do I know if I'm ready? How do I know what I'm feeling?
How do I? How do I? How do I?
How do you know it? Please inform me and end my pain.
Sometimes I wonder if I've ever felt love, do you sometimes feel the same?
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Identity I
PoetryA sequence of poems I made throughout the years. Just something to read when you're bored (I recommend "TIME" and "LOVE POEM?"). If you're looking for emotional, try "SLOUGH" or "ENDS MEAT."
