Every time I smile... I feel like I am lying to the world.
Trapped behind the gray tinted gates.
Unable to tell anyone how I truly feel.
Stuck in a revolving world of gray.
Stuck, in a despondent time with this cloud of depression looming above me, day and night.
Creating a facade that many will believe. A mask that will only be seen in my eyes.
I feel so numb and lifeless yet I have so much emotion to express. Vice versa.
I begin to think...
That today may be the day that I will be buried into the ground making no sound.
My body will be a pale, sidewalk gray.
These thoughts linger in my head. As that cloud looms above me.
'Smile' 'Or they'll see the true me'
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It's late and I cannot fall asleep. So... I said why not update? Hope you all enjoyed!
( I am sorry if this doesn't make any sense).
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Life in Color
Poetry"The colors of knowledge splash onto the blank canvas of my mind," -ddiaz80 These poems are based on most colors of the color spectrum and will be laced with my emotions. Enjoy :) {Criticism would be very much appreciated}. I DO NOT OWN THE ARTWORK...
