Changed by Love

Chapter 4

I had my time staying in this prision, its no longer a home to me no one talks to me except Justin but I've reached a point where I dont even feel like talking to him. Everyday the same old bullshit with my mom, she'll walk in, leave the food on my table, then walk back out. I really dont understand why she is behaving this way with me, I haven't murdered anyone I just got in a little bit of trouble with my P.E. teacher thats all.

Syirona my big sister came to see me, she told me the reason why mom is a little off with everyone is just because she and dad have been having some relationship problems. Syirona gave me $1,000 and told me to get myself something nice, I took it with no hinderance, she couldn't stay long and she gave me a kiss and left. I crawled out of my bedroom and walked down the stairs to find my mom in the kitchen with some tablets and a glass of wine, she saw me staring at her and she took up the pack of tablets and swallowed down the wine, I tried talking to her and all she was giving me were one word answers. She looked tired. Distressed. In pain. Someone with no life in them even to the point where she looked grey, like her bright sunny self became dark and gloomy. Usually whenever mom and dad saw each other they would kiss or hug each other. Speak to each other. Now they pass each other like they're two different people. Not the people who where in love for 21years, just nothing.

I checked my phone and Justin kept texting me, I didn't reply to any of his messages all I could do was think about how bad I must be to make even my parents not talk to each other. IM DISTRUCTIVE. I kept thinking to myself, why couldn't I just be a good girl, a girl that helps around the house, help with my brother and sisters, help my parents. I kept staring at my mothers cold, grey and painful face. She caught my stare just before I could quickly look away. "Sapphire?" My mom said lightly. I lifted my head up to her and looked in her eyes. She put her hand on my cheek and I saw a bruise on her arm, she pulled down her top over it. She looked at me. I looked at her. She mumbled something sadly and leaned back away from her hand and jumped out of the seat grabbed her keys and ran out the front door, I didn't know what keys I picked up but I pressed the unlock button and it triggered moms lamborghini, and I ran towards the car door and shut it behind me, she ran up to the car window and started banging on it telling me to open it."SAPPHIRE PLEASE" she screamed. I shoved the keys in the ignition and reversed backwards as fast as I could till I must of hurt her arm, I drove out of the gates and speeded down the highway to dads work place. He was abusing her, I saw the bruise on her arm and many more. She couldn't tell me that she got that bruise from work because she hadn't been to work in almost a month.

I was on the dual carriage way, the mph I should of been going at 40 but I was at 60. I was sliding through the cars like I was in some Fast and Furious movie. Dad worked in Syracuse, NY. A highly classed, well paid office on Montgomery Street. I was seriously pissed and was ready to say anything hurtful that came to mind. To know that he was abusing my mother killed my soul. The police where behind me telling me to pull over but I really couldn't stop I had to get to his office and quick.

Im not even allowed to drive till next year I had points taken off my licence for wrong parallel parking and speeding, that was a great highlight for the tabloids to fuck themselves off and writing in magazines and all over the internet.

I was in New York, now I was in serious trouble the cops where starting to get pissed with me not pulling over, I parked the car outside the office and quickly ran through the door before the cops could catch me. I remembered Dad worked in 305 the Selestone Block, I went up to the desk and the receptionist asked for my name, age and why I was here.I told her the reason why I was here, that made her not let me go through and because of my age unless your 21+ your not allowed in without a password, I told the woman where to suck herself and I ran towards the lift, I heard her calling for security but the lift had already closed its doors and was going up to the Selestone Block, when the lift stopped there where some extremely long corridors with loads of numbers 208, 209, 210. I took me about 10minutes to run around looking for his door.

I finally found it number 305, I knocked on the door and a young slender woman answered, I barged in shoving the woman to the side "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU" I shouted loudly to the point where my heart started beating heavily.

I turned round and looked at the woman, "And you are" I said politely but angrily "José" she replied "Ok".

I ran into the back room to find Dad with another woman on the table kissing each other. "You disgusting son of a bitch"I screamed and kicked dad away from the woman, "You cant even afford pants and your snogging off my dad's face you dirty little slag" I punched the woman in her face leaving her to bleed, "OI OI OI SAPPHIRE CALM DOWN" dad stumbled "You?..... been abusing?...... My mom? Are you thick" I hate you, mom hates you, Rhemi hates you, Syirona hates you, Everyone in this family hate you, don't bother coming home tonight and you can find your clothes in a charity box" I spat, "Sapph I can ex-", "Dont explain anything to me" I cried.

The police barged in and shoved me to the wall "I am arresting you for speeding at almost the maximum on a main road and not pulling over when told to, no licence also 3 main accounts of abuse" A police officer said Hand cuffing me "WWWhats going on I I-" dad hesitated "See this is why EVERYONE hates you" I screamed while walking out of his office.

The amount of paparazzi outside could fill the whole AT&T stadium. They had plenty of shit to write about me now, cameras flashing everywhere, people all staring and gasping, talking among themselves about me.

I sat in the police car and the man drove off leaving the other officer to drive moms car. "Tut tut tut Sapphire you again" he exclaimed "Fuck off please" I replied "I could put that down as verbal abuse to an officer", "GO ON THEN ITS NOT GONNA MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO ME" I cried out "Calm down" he said politely and left me alone without another word said till we reached the station.

"Alrighty come out then"the officer told me and ran up the stairs to unlock his code, I walked up with him my hair was a mess and my face was a reck. I blamed this on him. On dad. The officer took me to a meeting room and told me to wait till someone came in.

It was about 3:20pm when I came in and it took 20minutes just for A man and two women to arrive, one of the ladies where my solicitor and the other woman and the man where questioning me.

The lady questioning me was DC Maria and the man was DC Marco.

DC Maria started talking into the recorder then she started asking me questions

"4speeding tickets and 1 arrest in 2012 now 6speeding tickets and another arrest, what was this all in aid of?." DC Maria asked. "I had something to deal with"I replied. "Such as? Was it so serious till a point you had to abuse 3people-". "1" I cut her off "only 1person"."Who was?", "Some woman In dad's room that he was having an affair with so I don't see where you got the other 2"I then started getting angry.

This whole process lasted almost 2hours, then another police officer brought me down to a cell and I sat there for hours on end, then the doors opened and a bright light shone through then another person was in here, it was Justin, he had a big ass bruise over his eye and scratches on his arms and blood on his hands and shirt.

"Hey" I ran up to him and gave him a kiss "Hey" he replied "Woow what are you doing in here with all that" I looked him up and down "I got in a fight with my mates and something happened to one of the boys that we were fighting", Justin showed me his hands. "Did you? Er..... Stab him" I stumbled "No!" he strictly replied. We stared at each other about a minute or so then the cell door opened, "Seems like little Mr Bieber is gonna stay a night or two" the office laughed "Come on Miss Brooks out you come someone's waiting for you", I walked towards Justin and gave him a kiss which turned into a hug, "Ill miss you baby" Justin whispered "Ill miss you too" I replied and stepped out of the cell, watching the officer locked the door. "He's a bad one that boy, he's in here all the time hm" the officer exclaimed.

I didn't bother answering, as we were walking towards the reception area there was a dark figure standing infront of me, with black French shoes I looked up and it was my dad waiting on me to come to him, the officer in cuffed my hands and let me go with me dad. I walk passed him and kissed my teeth at him and walked out of the station.

"Give me the keys"I demanded "Not until we talk"He replied "I don't want to talk to you"I spat and walked up to him and gabbed the keys out of his hands and walked towards moms car.

"You disgust me" I said to him and pushed the keys in the ignition and drove off leaving him standing there.