❤️Shuuneki❤️

Red paint, silver paintbrush

Warning-(triggering)

It was currently 2:30 am in the Tsukiyama household, and Ken was asleep. Shuu, his husband, on the other hand was sitting in their bathroom on the ground with a razor blade in his hand. Shuu was shaking and crying violently. But Kaneki hand no idea. The poor man in the bathroom didn't want to make his husband worry, so he quietly left their room, and went to the bathroom. Shuu was so tired and empty. He felt horrible knowing this would make his husband worry, but.. he needed this, it helped him.  As he sat their about to make his first cut, he heard a knock. "Tsuki.. you in there...?" His husband spoke.  Shuu got up and looked around nervously trying to find a place to hide the razors. "Y-yes love! I'll be out in a minute!" He placed the razors in a small drawer used to keep brushes and combs, then calmly opened the door. "Hello....~ sorry I just needed some water...~" ken nodded and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. "Ok Tsuki, you go wait in bed and I'll be out soon...~" Shuu smiled and walked out of the bathroom back to their room.  "I love you!" Shouted Ken as he shut the door. Shuu blushes softly at those words and lay down in bed. "Love you too..." he mumbled to himself tiredly.  Ken shut the door and looked at himself in the mirror. "Good lord... even at midnight I should fix my hair a bit.. geez..." he kneeled down and opened the drawer to grab a brush. That's when he noticed something shiny hidden at the bottom. "Hmm...? Is that a coin or something...?" He reached down and picked it up, only to freeze in horror as he saw the semi bloody razor. Kens heart beat sped up as he thought of us husband. "T-Tsuki...." Ken walked out of the bathroom while clutching the razor close to him. As he reached their room he peeked inside to see his husband on his phone laying in bed. "Tsuki... umm... can I talk to you..." Shuu looked up from his phone and nodded. "Yes love what is it?" He sat up and held his arms out for him waiting for his usual hug. "I-I found something in the bathroom... care to explain..." Ken showed Shuu the bloody razor and looked away sadly. "Tsuki.. what is this..." shuu immediately started to tear up as he saw the razor, gripping onto his arm tightly. "I-I'm sorry love.... I'm sorry..." Ken sat down on the bed beside him and warped one arm around him. "Tsuki.... what's going on...? You relapsed...?" Shuu shook his head and leaned against Ken. " no... I was close to though..." Ken nodded and kisses his lovers head softly. "Baby... you gotta tell me when this kind of stuff happens...  wake me up if I'm asleep.. I don't care.. remember I'm always here for you..." Shuu bit his bottom lip softly and started to cry. "I-I know... it's hard though... it's so hard..." Ken smiled and cupped his lovers
face making him look into his eyes. "I know it's hard.. but I will always listen.. I will always hug you.. no matter what... we are together...~" Shuu pulled him into a tight hug as he sobbed. "I love you Tsuki.... I love you so much..." Shuu looked up at him with his teary eyes as smiled.

"I love you too.... more..."