him

the full story

mostly at night, i wish i could see the look of your eyes when we first met. the way you smile and said hi then asked me to sat next to you instead of my friend.

a moment after, i really want to skip all of the bad things happened between us. i just wanna see your smile when we sat down on the sand. i want to capture the shirt you gave me to cover my wet clothes because we both were splashing the water to each other, filled with laugh.

then i just want to remember the way you beg me to wait of your desire to play a volleyball with some strangers. you said it would only took 15 mins, but it ends after sunsets.

and the way you apologized me with those cappuccino ice. then we sat again, next to each other, make fun of people who took a lot photos, and talk about your plan to showed up behind them and pose with them without their knowing. but it didn't happen because you were pulling my hand to our motorcycle and then ride back to my place.

and when i asked you what's the reason of your hurry, you said "there were some girls looking at us and i don't like it."

then next day after, you asked me to go out to watch the match of your favorite football team. then it was the first time i saw you really clear.

because when i first met you, i never let my eyes looking at you more than 2 seconds. because i was afraid of falling. to you. but the days after, i did.

i fell to you.

and it was a mistake. because you let me fall, by myself. you didn't let me reach out your hands and left me a couple times.

but i, still here, in the same fckng feeling for you.