THERE IS ALWAYS A DEAD FEELING IN A BROKEN HEART

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It has been 3 days since the battle i had with Michael and i honestly i tought that taking all my hate on her would help me forget about everything......it didn't. I could only feel worse. And its not my fault. Its the fault of all humans if only my father never created them i would still be in the heaven...the place i once called home. I don't see why Castiel and father love humans so much after all they have done wars,racism they're full of hate and they think they can solve everything with violence always fighting like little children. Pathetic. Simply pathetic. And to try to forget everything i started singing it seems to always help me because i can take all my feelings and put them into the songs. so this time i'm going to sing about me and castiel. About our past.


A/n:please imagine its a girl's voice

After i was done singing i just layed down on my bed. thinking after all its true. You can try to start over but the past will ALWAYS be there and i will never leave. And to make things worse i kept having flashbacks of me and castiel before humanity existed. When we were young,happy,stupid thinking everything was perfect.

flashback

Young Castiel:"hey lucy look"

He said as he started flying in circles and as for me....I was amazed

Young Lucifer:"i can do that too"

I said as i tried to fly but failed because my wings were too short and i was falling but Castiel catched me

Young Castiel:"hey you should be more careful lucy. But don't worry i'll teach you how to fly"

He said with that smile that i loved. I just smiled back at him

Young Lucifer:"thank you big bro!"

Flashback end

Without noticing tears were falling down my cheeks. No surprise after all i was remebering those times i wish could come back but sadly it will never happen. After all everybody hates me, just ni hearing my name they feel disgusted but i didn't want it to be like this. I got cast out just because i refused to love humans unlike all the other angels who just protect humanity because dad said to love them more than him and i refused and for that i was cast out no matter what the bible or anyone believes i'm the real victim here. I still remember back when i would pictured myself and castiel getting ready for our wedding him dressed in a nice tuxedo and me in a bride dress.

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