My Little Kitty

My Love

**This chapter will get really sappy just saying but I hope you guys like it!! :3**

"I-I..." he stuttered. His face flushed and he wouldn't look me in the eyes.

"Jax... the was my first kiss..." I whispered feeling warm and shocked.

"It was mine too..."

I tilted his head so he would look me in the eyes, "I want you to be my first, last and every kiss in between." I said, looking deep into his eyes before kissing him just as he had done to me. I loved how he kissed me back putting his arm around my back and pulling my body close to his.

"Oh Blue. I always want you to my self. Please let me have you." He begging between eager kisses.

His touch sent shivers up my spine, I placed my hand on his and smiled at him, "Yes Jax, I want to be yours, I want to give all of me to you just don't ever take your kisses away from me." I kissed him again wanting more every second, as if he would be gone if I stopped. His tail brushed against my bare arm, the soft black fur tickling me slightly. I was out of breath as I snuggled up close to him, my head spinning at the thought of my first kiss. I was his first kiss...and he was mine. Oh I love this... I-I love him. I realised in my head, "Jax...I love you." I looked up at him and his eyes soften.

"Blue, I've always loved you."

I smiled, and hugged him, "I love you so much Jax, I'll never stop loving you,"

His lips found mine again, but this time he kissed me wantingly, and when he pulled away an inch he growled playfully, "Will you be my little kitty now?" His voice low, making me crave him slightly.

"J-Jax...I'm not ready for that part yet... we just had our first kiss today-," he cut me off.

"That shouldn't matter...but for you my love I'll wait forever. I just hope you won't keep me waiting for too long," his breath grazed my ear making my own breath catch in my throat.

He got up from my bed, "Do you want anything to drink Blue?"

Not going to lie my head went to the dirtiest place when he asked that but all I did was whisper a reply, "I'm ok thank you though..." he nodded before disappearing behind the door. I laid back on the pillows trying to catch my breath as my hand rested on my thumping heart, "He kissed me. He really kissed me..." I gasped to my self, "Oh I can't believe I want more... how is it that he has this effect on me when we haven't even dated...?"

But in my mind it didn't matter, none of it matter. All that matter is he loves me and I love him, he was my first kiss and will be the last. The only one I want to kiss and love...he is my Love, my baby, and my everything. I smiled and closed my eyes going into a dream filled sleep of our first kiss.

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I awoke to see Jax staring at me, his blue and green eyes sparkling, "Hi my love," I muttered.

"Hi, my kitty. You're so peaceful when you sleep, and so beautiful." He turned his head to the side, seeming to study my face. I smiled and blew a kiss at him. But instead of doing it back to me he got up and kissed me on the lips. I welcomed it, loving the warmth that came of his lips and the sweet taste of him.

"Baby... You know we have to hide the fact that we're together right...?" I felt horrible for bring it up, but I was scared of what would happen if anyone found out especially my parents.

His smiled faltered but he sat on the edge of the bed and placed his hand on my arm, "I know...but at least you will know I love you no matter what." His purr filled the room as he snuggled in next to me.

"And I'll love you forever." I turned over and pressed my forehead to his, "Jax, do you want to go somewhere today?"

"Like where?"

"Anywhere as long as I'm with you."

"Oooh let's go to the park!" He suggested happily.

"Sounds great my love." But as I tried to get up he pulled me back.

"But not now. I just want you all to myself in my arms. And maybe... I could steal a little more than a kiss."

"W-what do you mean...?" But instead of answering his hand drifted down my side, resting on my hip and squeezing gently, "J-Jax what are you doing?" I stuttered as his lips landed kisses on my neck, he moved my hair and kissed the back of my neck before I felt his teeth against my skin. The pointed cat teeth coming close to breaking skin. But for some reason I couldn't help but enjoy it, I moaned as I felt the mark start to darken.

"See? Now was that so bad? By the sound of that moan I think you enjoy this." He licked my neck a little and squezzed my hip again, I gasped as I noticed his hand slipped back to my back side.

"More...Jax I want more...leave more marks on me." I begged looking back and kissing him sweetly. He did as I asked, making three more marks, two on my neck, hidden by my hair. And then he turned me over, leaving a mark on my stomach.

He then looked me in the eyes, "Aren't you gonna leave a mark on me?" He inquired, making a blush set in my cheeks.

"Where would you like it my love?" He point to a spot hidden under his shirt on his collar bone. I smirked and bit just as he did, although my teeth weren't pointed, I sucked the spot gently as his moan sounded. I kissed him again and wrapped my arms around his neck, "Come on, let's get ready."

We got up and I found an outfit that he always liked seeing me in, and I grabbed an outfit for him. But even before I could react he threw his shirt off and started to undress, "Jax! What are you doing I giggled as he threw the old shirt at me.

"Changing?" I rolled my eyes and turned around. But I felt his hands gently grab my shoulders and turn me around, "Nervous are we?" I shook my head.

"N-no... I've just never seen you like this..." His chest was bare and his strong shoulders were strong looking and taunt. I averted my gaze and blushed.

"Then why don't you change?" His voice dropped again as his hands slipped under my shirt, I sucked in a breath before he lifted my shirt off. Exposing my bra and bare skin. He chuckled, and helped me changed before I stepped out saying I needed to brush my hair. My breath was ragged and my heart raced, Maybe he's going a little too fast... I walked into the bathroom and brushed my hair making sure the dark strands covered the darkening marks on my neck. I did my makeup, just simple eyeliner and mascara, and walked out. I jumped nearly out of my skin as Jax came out of no where, "There you are!" He cried as he hugged me, his kitten side making me laugh.

"Are you ready to go?" He nodded and we raced down the stairs, "Mom! I'm taking Jax to the park!"

"Don't be gone to long, we are having company tonight." She called back, I rolled my eyes as I thought of my mother and father's friends. They were so high class and proper. Always telling me to sit straight and elbows off the table. I hurried out the door with Jax at my heels. And when we were out of sight of our house I grabbed his hand, interlacing my fingers with his, he smiled down at me and kissed my head.

As we got to the park I was glad to see no one here, other than another couple I didn't know. I clung to his side and acted like a girlfriend would as we sat on the bench. His arm went around my shoulders and he pulled me close. But sadly it was short lived.

"Blue? Blue Sun? Is that really you?" I jumped as a similar voice sounded behind us. I spun around and sat on my knees and stared at none other than Lewis. An old ex-friend.

**Oh I hope that wasn't too much too fast and with this new guy it'll get rough for them. But I'll see you guys next chapter and thank you Chantakrise for the suggestion it worked perfectly!! ;3**