CHAPTER 7

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Someone's POV

I 'm just looking at her from a far  while crazily smiling

What the fuck is this feeling ..
My heart beats ... 'Am I nervous of something that might happen'

Maybe

What about this curiosity?
' why is she smiling ?'
' is there someone--else --f*ck.
Someone who makes her smile like that '

And worst is this ..
What's this .. I feel like I wanted to choke someone , to cut someone's throat, To MURDER THAT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW

Because right now ..
That smile in her face is mesmerising

I can't take my eyes on her

Fuck --- shit --- No

I won't ever ever  give a shit for that damn thing

The one that is controlled by the heart

The one that makes you happy in short period of time .. But can hurt you everlastingly.

As much as possible I will avoid her as well as avoiding the damn feeling inside me

'Come on man ! You must avoid it ! You sacrifice a lot for that damn feelings ! But WHAT --- you SUFFERED A LONG PERIOD OF TIME TOO ! That long period of time was like a living hell ! The pain was unbearable until you have become numb at all -- but what now -- don't give in.. a SHIT WILL ALWAYS  BE A SHIT ! DAMN !'

This is not healthy
Psh

Hope I can rid you in my life as early as possible

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JL's POV

Woaahh
Ang saya ko

Nakausap ko na si sister in law

Nyahaha
May maganda pa lang naidudulot ang iwan ka saglit ng mga loko mong kaibigan
Nagmumukha siguro akong matino pag wala sila sa tabi ko

Hahaha charot lang

Importante pa rin sila sa buhay ko noh

Naramdaman Kong may Kuya at kapatid ako sa katauhan nilang dalawa noh

Sila lang naman kase ata ang nakakapansin at nagbibigay ng atensyon sa akin
Kaya madalas mas gusto ko pang gumala kasama sila kesa nasa bahay lang ako
Para akong hanggin at kung minsan laging naikokompara sa ate ko

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