Living A So Called Life - A Zayn Malik Fanfic

Part 14; I Can't Do This

Living A So Called Life

Part 14; I Can’t Do This

One last time, I ran in to the bathroom to throw up yet again. This happening for nearly a week now, yet I was scared that it might have been the discipline of what happened with Zayn that night in America. Hoping this was the last of it, I jumped in the shower and got ready to go out with the gang for the first time in ages. All our exams were done now which meant we had at least 2 months off. Today we were all going to book a holiday for the 10 of us and our families that was; Me, Zac, Sam, Tom, Mitch, Matt, Lilly, Sophie, Scarlett and Charlie. The boys had to explain to the girls, they just wanted to hang around with us girls although they wouldn’t cheat on us obviously. But who knew that the relationships could survive that long? Anyway, while I was in town I would pick up a pregnancy test just to be on the safe side of things.

“Sarah, I’ll meet you in a few hours in town.” I called.

“Alright hunny, see you in a bit.” She replied as I slammed the front door shut.

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Stuffing the pregnancy test in my bag, I walked out the pharmacy. As I walked out I felt myself walk in to someone. Mumbling an apology, I didn’t look up from where I was going when I recognised the person in front of me. It was him, it was Zac.

“ZAC!” I screamed jumping in to his arms.

“Hey girl, how you doing?” He asked as I pulled away from him.

“I’m doing alright, I guess.” I replied.

“Why were you in the pharmacy anyway? Something wrong?” He questioned.

“Oh Sarah wanted me to grab her some parecetmol.” I lied.

“Alright, well we might as well walk to town now you’re here.” He admitted.

“Starkbucks on the way then?” I suggested.

“Oh yes!” He laughed. Last time this happened seem to long ago, but there was gonna be much more of these guys and less of Zayn soon, or possible no more of Zayn.

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Positive, it was positive. Loads of thoughts ran through my head, yet I wasn’t quite sure how to react to the situation. But the one thing was, who do I tell first? My best friends? my guardian? My boyfriend? All of them were so close and I wanted someone I could actually trust to tell first. That’s when I a knocking sound came from the door of the bathroom.

“Mollie, are you alright in there? You’ve been in there a while.” Sarah admitted.

“Erm, yeah I’m fine…actually no.” I replied opening the door slightly.

“What up?” She asked.

“How would you feel if I was pregnant?” I sighed.

“You and Zayn got it on didn’t ya? You don’t have to be scared to tell me.” She said.

“But I don’t want this baby Sarah! I’ve got my whole life ahead of me and this is the last thing I want. I’m scared that if I have this baby Zayn won’t be there to care for it.” I cried.

“Talk to him or nothing will be done and you’ll end up having the baby or lieing to him.” She suggested. She was right though.

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Sitting there with my phone in my hands, I fiddle with it. Yeah, I was really scared. At the time it all happened, I would have never of thought of its outcome it was all a rush. But now, its all one big regret. Finally I had the courage inside of me to phone Zayn and tell him the news. Ringing and ringing, he finally answered.

“Hello…” Came a sleepy voice.

“Zayn, I didn’t wake you did I?” I asked.

“No baby you didn’t, whats up anyway?” He replied.

“Well…I’m pregnant.” I confessed.

“You can’t be…” He sighed.

“I can’t keep it though Zayn, I have a whole life ahead of me. that’s why I’m getting an abortion on Tuesday.” I admitted when everything feel silent. Could we be close to the end now?

That’s part 14, feedback please – Molls xx