Yours To Hold (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 1: Reset

Honestly, life has been great. Ryan has been just amazing too me, aside from living with Max and Kiara and having to watch Max have makeout sessions with my kid napper. I sat on the couch, flipping through channels with Kiara waiting for Ryan to come over. I heard the door bell ring and I jumped up. I opened the door but Ryan wasn't there.

"What do you want Ray?" He pushed me aside and smirked before running up stairs to Max's room. I was about to close the door when a familiar deep voice rang through my ears. "Hey." 

I looked up and Ryan stood there smiling at me. "Sorry." I muttered and let him in. We sat back down on the couch by Kiara. She was watching some pawn shop show. "Oh, you here that?" I listened closely and heard BOTDF playing from Max's room.

"That means that Ray and Max are having sex, again." Kiara told Ryan. They both curiously looked at me, who's bright idea was it to sit me in the middle? "I'm fine. But going for a walk while that's going on would be nice." 

Ryan stood up and walked over to the coat hanger to grab my jacket. "You wanna come Kiara?" She smirked at me. "No you go ahead, I'm gunna torture Max when he's done." I smiled. "Okay." Ryan helped me put on my jacket and we walked outside, white blanked the day with the beauty of the grey clouds. Ryan smiled down at me. "What?" I said. I turned around and he threw a snowball at me. "So not fair!"

I grabbed one and before you knew it we were at a full grown snow ball fight. It wasn’t even a snow ball fight it was like we were just picking up the snow and throwing it instead of making a ball. I grabbed some snow and made it a hard ball and threw it at his chest and he let out a loud breath.

I started laughing and took off running when I saw him pull the head off of our snow man. “Put it down!” I screamed. He just smiled at me with a devilish smirk. I took off running to the back of the house with him chasing me with the snow man head. I jumped over the fence but not before being pelted with the stupid thing.

I fell face first in the snow. He jumped over and wiped the snow off of me and pulled me up. “You okay?” He had worry written all over his face, I wanted to laugh but I hid it. I took a few steps back and I tackled him down into the snow. “Yeah I’m fine.” We both laid down in the snow and just stared up at the sky. "That was fun." He said. We heard a window creek open and I sat up.

"Could you guys keep it down! I'm trying to go down on my boyfriend!" Ray closed the window and I felt my stomach start to hurt again. "Hey, its okay." Ryan wiped away the few tears that escaped, he helped me up and we made our way back into the house.

"Let's go to your room. Just to hangout." We made our way upstairs with a familiar song playing from Max's room. Bewitched was playing, I loved singing the harmony to it cause it was so raw. We closed the door and I sat Ryan down on my bed. "Watch this."

I smiled as I took off my jacket and cleared my throat, the girl part of the song came on and I sang to him, "I tricked you to fall in love, little boy," I crawled suductively towards him. "I played with you till I was done, like a toy." I sat on his lap and he laid down. I stared into his eyes, "Your heart's in love, as I destroy the end of you!" He sung back, "The end of me." 

I got closer to his face. "So easily fooled, little boy to think its true." In the heat of the moment I pulled him up by his jacket and kissed him hard. My bedroom door opened and I pulled away. "I knew you guys were getting it on too." Ray said. Max just stared at us. "I thought I heard you singing, uh, my mistake." He slammed my door shut and I burried my head in Ryan's neck. 

"I'm sorry." I breathed out. He hugged me tight and laid back down. After a few minutes I finally spoke. "I don't want you to feel like I'm leading you on." He sat up and made me stare into his eyes.