Jason Grace x Reader

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A/N; Please note that I don't own any of the Percy Jackson characters or you. You're the daughter of Athena in this drabble[you may change it]. Warning; There is mention of cutting and depression, also cussing.

        You sat on the floor of Nico's cabin. Across from you sat your two best friends; Nico di Angelo and Jason Grace. You've had a crush on Jason for the longest time, and Nico knew. You three had just gotten home from a party, celebrating the return of the seven. At first Nico had refused to go, but you had dragged him along to it. It was about one in the morning when Nico suggested that him, Jason and you go back to his cabin. Currently you where sitting on the floor, playing a game of Truth or Dare. 

        Jason had a small smile playing at his lips. "[Y/N]," Immedeatly your head shot up. "Truth or dare?" You had never been one for dares, as seeing you where the daughter of Athena. Your eyes darted to Nico's, them begging you to take a dare. If you chosen truth, you would have never heard the end of it from Jason. You sighed in defet. "Dare, I guess."

        A look of surprise was on Jason's face, but slowly turned into a smirk. "Sing a story that represents your life." You wheren't any daughter of Apollo or anything, but you had made it know that you could belt out a few notes. Your eyes darted to Nico's, almost as if pleading not to. Only Nico had known that you suffered from depression. At first it was only insults tossed to you, then it started to become physcial abuse. Of course, whenever someone would ask you about the scars, you'd just say they where from battling. But that was a lie, considerig you didn't fight in many battles. 

        Jason sat across from you, starting to look a little impatient. You sighed and began thinking of the best song that described your life. Just as suddenly as you thought of it, you began to sing.

The wound heals but it never does

That’s cause you’re at war with love

You're at war with love, yeah

These battle scars, don’t look like they’re fading

Don’t look like they’re ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle

Never let a wound ruin me

But I feel like ruins wooing me

Arrow holes that never close from cupid on a shooting spree

Feeling stupid cause I know it ain't no you and me

But when you're trying to beat the odds up

Been trying to keep your nods up and you know that you should know

And let her go but the fear of the unknown

Holding another lover strong sends you back into the zone

With no Tom Hanks to bring you home

A lover not a fighter on the frontline with a poem

Trying to write yourself a rifle

Maybe sharpen up a song

To fight the tanks and drones of you being alone

I wish I never looked, I wish I never touched

I wish that I could stop loving you so much

Cause I’m the only one that's trying to keep us together

When all of the signs say that I should forget her

I wish you weren’t the best, the best I ever had

I wish that the good outweighed the bad

Cause it’ll never be over, until you tell me it's over

These battle scars, don’t look like they’re fading

Don’t look like they’re ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle

(And just leave then)

You shouldn't have but you said it

(And I hope you never come back)

It shouldn't have happened but you let it

Now you're down on the ground screaming medic

The only thing that comes is the post-traumatic stresses

Shields, body armors and vests

Don't properly work, that's why you're in a locker full of hurt

The enemy within and all the fires from your friends

The best medicine is to probably just let her win

I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love

I wish that I could stop cause it hurts so much

And I’m the only one that's trying to keep us together

When all of the signs say that I should forget her

I wish you weren’t the best, the best I ever had

I wish that the good outweighed the bad

Cause it’ll never be over, until you tell me it's over

These battle scars, don’t look like they’re fading

Don’t look like they’re ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle

Cause you've set me on fire

I’ve never felt so alive, yeah

Hoping wounds heal, but it never does

That's because you're at war with love

And I’m at the point of breaking

And it’s impossible to shake it

See, you hoped the wound heals, but it never does

That's cause you're at war with love

Hope it heals, but it never does

That's cause you're at war with love!

These battle scars, don’t look like they’re fading

Don’t look like they’re ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle

These battle scars, don’t look like they’re fading

Don’t look like they’re ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle

        You stopped singing, and tugged on the long sleeve of your grey shirt. You didn't think anyone took notice, but Jason did. He took a hold of your hand and gragged you outside. Suddenly he lifted up your sleeve, revealing your scars from cutting. You hung your head down in shame. Jason's hand left your arm. Probably wants to be away from you, just like all the others. You shut your eyes and sigh heavily.

        Feeling a pair of arms rap around your waist, you're a bit starttled. You take in a gasp and open one eye, then the other. You look down and see that you're floating. Whipping your head around, your met with Jason's face. "[Y/N]," He begins. He lifts your chin to meet your eyes. "Please. Please stop. You're my world. Ever since you came to camp I've loved you." He engrosed you in a bear hug, little flecks of electricity sparked your skin. You nodded and burried your head in the crook of his neck, and stay like that for the rest of the night.

A/N; I'm sorry if this is a bad drabble/imagine or whatever you call it. It's my first one, but I hope you enjoyed. c: I am willing to take requests[not personals]. If you're depressed or cutting, please know that someone and a lot of people love you. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always come to me. <3

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