Maia is left broken and feels like giving up until the girl next door shows her how important she is.
Ellie is left heart broken by her boyfriend Jaden when he leaves her for her own cousin. She feels alone and deserted. If only someone would come...
A/n~ Btw there will be some swearing at the beginning of this chapter but there shouldn't be after I'm planning on updating twice a week usually but oother times may be more, may be less~ C
Maia's POV
Ugh! I actually don't care anymore! After everything I have seen and done for him, he drops me! What the actual fuck! I mean, it's not a big deal really, all I did stand by him while he beat up every single guy that ever said anything about him and you know, didn't tell anyone. I felt like shit because of that and is he grateful? No! I literally ruined every possible relationship I could have had for him! He didn't want me with anyone so that I did not have to worry about keeping secrets but really it was just so he could use me like he did everyone else! I am alone and it's not like anyone is going to come and talk to me after I associated with him! I am just a stupid idiot who trusts the wrong people.
Adam just told me that he doesn't want to ' associate with such filth' and honestly he's one to talk. The guilt of everything was eating me up so I told my only friend to try and get it off my chest and she told her aunt and now he is mad at me. I just can't do anything right anymore. No one is actually ever gonna like me. I started to cry and the only way to calm myself down is to draw so I sat there and drew and drew and just let my tears fall. My final piece was actually really good. I always do my best drawings when I am sad.
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I seem to be making a lot of these lately, showing my guilt and pain. I'm even trying to get into art collage with these now but I'm not sure if I am good enough. I don't seem to be good enough for anyone else so why them? _______________________________________ Ellie's POV
I'm going home early from work today to surprise Jaden because we have barely spent anytime together recently, I have just left him alone with my cousin who's living at my house at the moment and I kind of feel bad. My cousin- Lisa- said that she was out today so it's just going to be me and Jaden. I can't wait.
I get to my door and I open it slowly before shouting "Surprise, baby, I'm home early!"
"Oh. You are home. Why is that?" I can't say that I wasnt kind of hurt by his reaction but I just brushed it off.
"I thought that I'd come home and surprise you so we could spend some time together." He still didn't seem too thrilled which was kind of disheartening.
"Actually we need to talk. Sit down." I sit down apprehensively. " I don't really think that this should keep going. It's not really doing it for me." I just feel my heart break but I manage to squeak out the question "what do you mean?" And he replies " Well, there is someone else. It's Lisa." That was it, my heart shatters into a million pieces.
"Get. Out. Of. My. House!" I scream at him as I throw my last Christmas present at him which was a beautiful gold heart pendant necklace. He tries to reason with me but I just keep directing him to the door. I can't believe he is breaking up with me for my cousin at that.
How unlovable am I? Even my cousin is more appealing to my long time boyfriend (of 6 years!) than me. My life is just falling apart. Maybe I deserve to be alone, that way no one can hurt me again.
A/n~ I know it ain't a great start but hopefully you will think it gets better as it goes on. And just tbh with my readers, my inspiration for Ellie's story comes from a personal experience- just of 8 months but 6 years. Ml to you all, don't forget to comment, vote and follow~ C xxx
