Rose

Hello! I'm Still Here (Lela)

October 25, 1992

Finally, I have been doing amazing....She's gone, she isn't in my head anymore. She isn't there, Rose is gone. She must of moved on from me because I don't see her in my head anymore and I don't here her laughter! I am glad and tommorrow is the day of my discharge. GOODBYE, Shit hole! Finally, I feel like there is still hope. I am going to leave this hospital with no regrets.

Oh, the doctor came in yesterday and was asking me all type of questions like How are you feeling, or, Dolls are just plastic right, and even Do you feel like you are still a physco path, for some reason I answered all those questions correctly to be able to get discharged. 

The nurse was suprised, Yesterday after the therapy session she came in my room and asked

"Are you actually leaving?"

I ignored her, she knew why I ignored her. Her tone and body language makes me want to stab her in the face. The day before yesterday....She came into the room with cold lunch and she smirked

"Enjoy" sarcastically.

She knew what she was doing, and her name is Kayla. What a dumb ass name. When she said 'Enjoy'...boy was I mad. I got up and grabbed the plate and smashed it against her face. She screamed and made the situation seem like it was all my fault and got me stuck here for another extra day. I was supposed to leave yesterday but, of course I couldn't because I had another therapy session for what happened to Kayla. Then again, No regrets!