Hold Onto Me (Luke Hemmings)

Everything is changing

I am sitting here at the lake where I go to clear my mind. I've been here all morning and I have no clue why. Right when I woke up I had this feeling, you know that feeling that you get when you know something is going to happen? Something big that will change your life forever, well that happened to me and I knew the lake would help me clear my head and let me think before I get home and find out why I had this feeling.

Whenever I come to the lake it's after school, the only reason I come after school is because I like to think about how fake some people can be. My friends act like they like me but I know that they just feel sorry for me because I'm not the best looking person and I'm extra loud and overly happy all the time. I mean I know they don't really like me, I don't even like me. Seriously I annoy myself that's how I know they don't like me.

I decided that enough was enough and I should start walking home. Yeah walking because I'm sixteen years old and terrified to even try to get my drivers permit.

I walk extra slow the feeling of something bad happening is getting stronger with each step I take. As I reach my house I notice a large black Range Rover in my driveway. Since I left for the lake right when I woke up, I'm still wearing my footie pajamas, well I'm not going to try and impress anyone so, oh well.

As I walk into the house I see the backs of a few people I can't recognize then I see my mom and I say hi.

"Hi Sarah come here please sit down." she says to me.

Uh oh I'm guessing this is what caused the bad feeling I woke up with. I take a step into the the kitchen and stop right away. My eyes widen when I see none other than my idol Harry styles and his family sitting at MY kitchen table.

"Holy fudge y-you're Harry Styles" I say

"Sarah please sit down, we all need to speak with you, this is very important"

" Well whatever happened it's not my fault I didn't do it I swear" I say trying to think of all the things I could have done to harm the Styles family but come up short because I'd never think of harming them ever.

I hear Anne chuckle and speak softly " no no sweetheart we know you did nothing wrong, but something has happened and I'm not sure how you're going to take it."

"Uh ok spill the beans y-you're making me kinda anxious here." I say

"Well Sissy, you know how me and your dad separated that one time and then I ended up sleeping with someone and that's how Faith was made?"

"Uh yeah so we already know that, what does this have to do with me?"

"Well... The same thing happened around the time you were born and Ms. Anne here got pregnant."

"What does that mean for me Mom what are you talking about what's happening?" I say starting to panic

"Sarah calm down, let me explain so, when I had you, your father just couldn't let you go, and I just didn't have the heart to take you from him it's just the look in his eyes when he held you, was like he loved you more than anything else in the world, I wanted to keep you I really did but I made the decision to give you to him and let Stephanie sign adoption papers so that if anything were to happen to your father then you would still be here with your family. That's why when your father passed away you stayed here." Anne explained but that made me even more angry and confused. I looked around the room to Harry and Gemma, I looked nothing like them they were gorgeous and skinny and here I was fat and ugly and living a life full of lies.

"Why now, why would you come here now of all times you chose now to come here and tell me this do you know how messed up this is? I'm in his freaking fandom oh god I'm going to puke oh dear lord this is so sick, Do you know that I read fanfictions? Not just any fanfictions, but Harry freaking Styles fanfictions! So basically I read stories based on banging my brother! Oh dear lord I'm going to pass out!" I yell and I'm now pacing back and forth hyperventilating.

What the hell am I going to do I can't hear anything right now I can see everything. All I know is that they are trying to calm me down but it's not working. I end up falling to the floor sobbing uncontrollably and I feel and hand on my back rubbing it trying to calm me down.

"What do you guys want why are you here?" I yell

"Harry found out about you and wanted to get to know you, Sarah try and think about how the kids feel about the fact that they had a sister and never got to meet her." I hear Anne say

"Well how about you try and think about how I feel about the fact that my whole life has just been ripped to shreds knowing I have a whole new family and the mother I grew up with didn't even give birth to me. And the man I've been idolizing for over two years and have basically had this gigantic crush on him and then find out he's my fucking brother!" I yell

"Sarah Elizabeth you do not use that kind of language!" I hear my mother yell

I look up slightly to see Harry on the floor with me rubbing my back and when he sees me he smiles a little. Which makes me want to cry even more so I grab onto him and hug him super tight and cry my heart out. I have never cried this much except for when people in my family die. I don't cry, it makes me feel weak but right now I can't help it everything around me is crashing and I can barely breathe.

I can't believe I'm Harry Styles sister.

"Sarah I wanted to talk to you about going on tour with me so I can get to know you better" Harry says nervously

" You mean just packing up and leaving everything?" I say sadly

" Think of it as a vacation." he says

"B-but I still have school and all my friends are here I can't just leave if I don't go to school I don't graduate!" I say

"We can get you into online school or homeschool you, I could pay for actual teachers to come on tour and teach you."

I look to my mom to see if she is ok with all of this I mean she freaks out when I leave the state to visit family. she gives me a small sad nod and I reluctantly agree to go.

"But only till the tour ends, when it ends I want to come back home and stay here maybe visit you once in a while but this is my home and I can't just leave my family."

"I understand" he says excitedly

Well I guess I'm going on tour with One Direction.

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Authors note

Well this isn't my first story but all my other ones suck so yeah

Luke will be coming into the story a little later in the story but right now it's just Sarah...

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