ghost of you. // luke hemmings au

1.4

"yes ma'am. send me the addy" i look a niall weirdly, "what? isnt that what you americans say now?"

"i'm leaving now. thanks for the cookie, see you later," i give him a quick cheek to cheek goodbye, and walked out subway into the mob of fans.

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ariadne

as i was walking in, side by side with niall, my anxiety began to bubble up, unsure of what the night will bring.

"niall look, i see a table over there!", i point at a high bar stool table for two. tonight i'm wearing a red dress; not too tight not too loose, and it shows the right amount of skin.

he nods, and grabs my wrist taking me to the table through the mass amount of sweaty bodies dancing. "when are they going on?" he yells over the lous party music.

"i'm not su-,"

"hello, we're five seconds of summer, and we're going to be playing for you tonight!"

"i guess right now then." i laugh with niall.

"on guitars, there's luke and michael, on drums there's ashton, and on bass there me- calum. now how are you feeling tonight!" calum yells through the michrophone, as everyone around us claps and yells for them. "tonight, we're going to be playing a new song from our upcoming album, so we hope you enjoy!"

ashton starts a countdown with his drum sticks, and as soon as you know it, they're all strumming and banging their instruments. calum starts off with his cool looking keyboard, when he suddenly switches to bass, and the drums and guitar are all working together as one.

but once luke started singing, my world froze, and i only payed attention to him.

"stop digging in your heart cause tonight is on me. stop trying so hard is what you said to me. get too high when i'm high, so we see eye to eye, take the high with the low. and away and away we go-o." i watch his lips as he sings; bouncing lightly on the tip of his feet to the beat, while dragging his fingers on his guitar quickly.

the song was almost to a end, and i loved every second of it.

"living our lives, dancing on empty wallets. spend it all on you, spend it all on you. until we die, dancing on empty wallets, spend it all on you, spend it all on you." luke sings more powerfully towards the end, and all the instruments are louder than they were before, "sugar coated brain, the fluid aint to blaim, for the sugar coated pain. we're living out lives, dancing on empty wallets, spend it all on you. spend it all on you."

they finish the song out of breath, and everyone stands up clapping and cheering for them.

"thank you so much sydney! we'll be back!" michael yells into the michrophone, as everyone continues their cheers.

niall nudges me, "they were amazing! did you see when ashton did that thing with his sticks? or when michael went wild with that guitar? oh man they were..." niall rambles on and on about them.

but everything around me faded once luke made eye contact with me. he took his guitar off his shoulders, not breaking eye contact with me, and gently smiles. i was just about to smile back when niall nudged me,

"are you even listening to me." niall laughs, following my eyes to what i'm looking at. "oh. nevermind. hey i'm going to go get a drink yea? you want something?"

"no, thanks."

lukes smile is now wiped off his face, and now he's back to the emotionless man i knew.

he walks off the stage, getting pats on the back from all sorts of people, and begins to walk to the other side of the building. i frown, why didn't he come over to me?

i fight against what my conscience is telling me, and i follow him, attempting not to lose him in the crowd. i almost reach him, so lift my arm about to tap on his shoulder, when all the sudden i was stopped by someone else. luke continues walking away without looking back.

i was pulled back by someone buff, with his tattooed hands applying too much pressure onto my wrists. his alcohol filled breath falls down on my face, as he leans into my ear and starts saying dirty words to me about how good i look in this dress.

"let me go." i whimpered, feeling the blood stopping to flow in my wrist.

"dance for me." he smirks and moves his hands to my waist, most likely leaving marks on my sides. my blood runs colds.

"no, let go of me." i say louder, and begin pounding on his chests.

"hey little girl, why dont you just have a taste of my drink yeah?", his rapsy voice demands me.

"no." he grabs the nearest drink on a table, and flips me around so that my backside is on his front side. his face comes down to the right of my shoulder, as his hands cup my cheeks to the point where they're forced open.

i wiggle and attempt to get out of his grip, but next thing i know, the liquid is being poured down my throat, and i have no choice but to swallow it or i could choke.

"let me go" i repeat, almost like a chant, each time getting weaker and weaker. i feel myself getting wobbly as he grabs me by the waist again, and turns me to face him.

"dance. for. me." he demands, his hands crawl down the back of my spine, then back up to squeeze my lady bumps.
(a/n i hate myself for writing that)

"leave me alone." i beg.

"come with me." he fumes, dragging me to the back of the gig, but i resist

"no! stop, please." i beg, as i try to squirm out of his grip. i make eye contact with luke for a split second, before a door was shut in my face.

i was shoved up against the hard wooden door, and kissed forcefully, with unwanted hands all over my body. i try to move my head but his hands are put on my neck, stopping me in my tracks.

"you like that babygirl?" his dirty voice whispers in my ear.

"stop it please." i give up, physically not being able to move. "whats happening to me?" i feel my eyes getting drowsy.

"i may or may not have put something in that little drink of yours" he leaves a trail of kisses on my neck, doing down south with each peck.

he throws me on the bed and begins by taking his shirt off and unzipping his pants.

i'm going to die tonight.

"you have 5 seconds to get off her before i smash your head into the concrete wall."

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sooo lol i feel like that happens in every ff but yk lol i'm a basic kween so it's fine

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