Dean - I Don't Love You

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[Sequel to Cheated.]

"Did he seriously cheat on you?" Seth Rollins asked me, as we sat down at a table in catering.

"Yeah.. I should've listened to everyone when they said he was a manwhore.." I pushed around the food that was on my plate.

"He's not a total manwhore.. He just gets drunk and does stupid things." Seth shrugged.

"I still didn't think he--- I uhh.. have to go.." I said, standing up and walking away quickly. I looked over my shoulder and saw a confused Seth. I shook my head and got out of there as soon as possible.

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*Dean's P.O.V.*

It's been a week since we broke up and I can't seem to get her out of my head. Everything I see or hear or do reminds me of her. It also doesn't help that I see her at work and she doesn't look my way. I miss everything about her.

Her dazzling smile, her beautiful eyes, her cute dimples, her adorable laugh, her rockin' body, the way she scrunches up her nose when she's mad, how she pushes herself to do her best at anything she does...

FUCK!

I've never felt this way about anyone before. She was the one for me but I made one little fucking mistake and now she's gone! Why do I have to be so stupid and fuck everything up?!

I rubbed my eyes, hoping people wouldn't notice how much sleep I've lost. Turning the corner, I realized I was in catering. I looked up and saw her, talking with Seth.

'Should I go over there? Should I try to make conversation? Should I give her a compliment? Should I just leave her alone?' Those questions, plus many more, ran through my head, over and over.

Oh shit,.. she noticed me. I put my hand up to wave but by the time I moved it, she was gone. Seth turned around and his mouth formed an 'o' shape. I put my hand down and walked over to Seth.

"Dude, you've gotta help me." I said, sitting down.

"With?" Seth put a piece of fruit in his mouth.

"Getting her back! I messed up and I need her back! I'm fucking broken without her! I haven't slept, I haven't ate, I haven't been the same since she left!" I felt tears forming in my eyes but I blinked them away.

"Dean, why are you telling me this? You need to go find her and tell her that."

"She won't even look at me." I looked down and pushed a plate away from me, spilling it contents onto the table.

"Well instead of making a mess on the table, go to her! She misses you just as much. Trust me, I know. She's been crying to me and Rome every night for the last week." Seth stood up, picked up the food I had spilled and looked me in the eye.

"You're Jonathan fucking Good. Stop being a pussy and go get your girl back before I have a breakdown from you two crying and complaining about each other." Seth walked away.

I nodded even though he couldn't see me. I jumped out of the chair and ran straight to the girls locker room. I knocked as my heart started beating faster than a hummingbirds wings.

"Dean? Are you here for...?" Aj Lee asked, answering the door.

"Yeah.. Don't tell her it's me!" She nodded before hurrying back into the locker room.

"Yeah what'd you -- Dean.." She stopped.

"H-hey.." I stuttered, rubbing the back of my neck.

"What do ya need? I have to get ready for my match.." She closed the door.

"I miss you like crazy. I can't get you out of my head. I can't sleep, eat, concentrate, or do anything because my heart is broken! It's a feeling I've never felt before and it hurts worse than be tangled up in barbed wire with a dog collar on. I need you back. Please, I love you." I was close to bursting out in tears but I had to stay strong. She stared off at something behind me.

"Well?" I choked up.

"I'm flattered Dean but,... I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry.. I really am." She kissed my cheek lightly before going back into the locker room.

W-what?

It felt like my heart just shattered, like the glass I used to be put through. That hurt like a bitch but this felt like I had gotten put through five inch panes of glass, over and over again.

That's when I lost it.

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Right in the feels... my heart hurts and I wrote that! ugh :( if you want a part 3, comment! xxxxxx -xEpicWWEFanx

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