The Affair

chapter 4

Taehyung
Breathing suddenly becomes too hard to do. Standing, also, becomes a difficult task. I can feel my heart physically stop within my chest, my knees shaking, ready to give out, the horrible sight in front of me getting blurred.

Why? Why? Why? Why?

That's all that runs through my mind. Why wasn't I good enough? Why did I have to be like I am? Why did this happen to me? But, yet, how could he do this to me?

"Tae! This isn't... it isn't what it looks like," Jungkook quickly jumps out of our once innocent and clean bed, putting on his boxers. "Baby, please."

"Stop.." I shake my head, walking backwards hoping this was all a nightmare. That I will wake up to the sight of my boyfriend cuddling me, kissing me. I pinch my arm hoping I was right, but unfortunately, I'm not. Jungkook comes closer trying to hold me.

"Taehyung," he uses a comforting voice with a bit of whining.

"Stop..." I shake my head more while putting my hand on my aching heart.

"Tae," he touches my arm slightly, wanting to hug me. I forcefully yank my arm from his grasp and step back, ready to run for it. Go away from this hell.

"I said stop, Jungkook!" I scream. Anger fills my body, rage running through my veins. "Don't you dare touch me with your filthy hands!"

"Taehyung, please. It was an accident," he begged, his eyes filling with tears, on the edge of spilling.

"This was an accident? You accidentally slept with some one else?" I look behind him seeing an ashamed Jimin. "That person being my bestfriend. Wow."

I breathe out a laugh. The sadness I had earlier has been replaced with fury.

"The two most important people in my life go behind my back and do this. The people who I grew up with and trusted with my whole life! The love of my life and my soulmate." I breath heavily. Heat raising to my face. Dreadfully, I ask a question that could make me lose it completely. "How long?"

"What?" Jungkook frowns, slightly confused. His eyes now red from the crying he's done. Why the hell is he crying? Huh!

"I said how long have you been having a fucking affair?" I shout, veins popping out of my neck. Oh, god. Please tell this only happened once, don't tell me it's been going on for weeks or months. I know it'll still hurts, but if it's more, I don't know what I would do.

"Tae, please forgive me. I only love you," Tears still spilling out of his eyes. The more he pleads, the more angry I get.

"Answer the god damn question!" I clench my jaw, not really wanting to hear what he says next. I hear a small whimper escape his swollen lips.

"Two months," He looks down while his tears drop to the floor. All my adrenaline is gone along with my anger. Now, I just feel pain. I feel like collapsing right here, right now not caring if they were there or not. I want to break every gift Jungkook has ever given me. I want to rip every piece of clothing Jimin ever bought me. I want to erase ever single memory I made with them. I want gone, forever.

Before Jungkook or Jimin could speak, I run down the stairs and put my door, not taking anything. I run as fast as my legs could
take me, my lungs burning, my heart pounding. I hear Jungkook scream my name from behind me, but I don't dare to turn back.

My legs slowly turn into jello as I fall to the ground sobbing. My body shaking intensely, tears streaming all the way down my neck.

How could he do this to me? How could they do this to me? Jiminie was always there to hold me when I cried about anything, including Jungkook. He put up with my weird personality and stupid jokes. We grew up together, told each other everything. We understood one another like no body else could, not even Jungkook. But none of that meant anything to him. He got with my boyfriend and didn't say shit for two whole months! He betrayed me like it was the simplest thing to do and he acted like my friend, but in reality, he was playing with me.

And Jungkook? The man I fell in love with the first time I met him. And each day after that, I fell deeper and hard, until today. He made me feel like a king. He made sure I loved myself, he joked with me, he played games with me, he loved me for who I was. I didn't have to act a certain way or do things I didn't want to. Jungkook always planned adventurous things for us to do. He was the one who made me realize how much love I held for photograph. Ever since we have started dating, he brings up how our future was going to be together. Adopt two children when we're thirty; one boy, one girl. Live in a bigger, more cozy house. Take family trips to America. He made me believe this was all going to happen, but turns out, it was a lie.

I loved him, God did I love him so much. Every single thing about him made me smile. His cute, bunny smile, his big, round eyes, his loving personality. There wasn't one thing I would want to change about him. He was perfect.

I hate him. The humiliation of not knowing for two months what he's been doing. Jimin ruined me, but Jungkook broke me.

I pull out my phone, my trembling fingers try to move across the screen to call my friend. I put it up to my ear, still sobbing on the side of the road.

"Hello?" His voice raspy. I check my watch 8:47 p.m..

"S-Suga-a?" I attempt to say without sobbing but fail.

"Taehyung?" His voice now replaced with curious and concern.

"C-can y-you please c-c-come get m-me," I cry even more. Memories of all the times we went out together replaying in my brain.

"Where are you?" Shuffling being heard through the phone.

"I-I don't k-know. Some where near m-my h-house. W-well n-not anymore," I cry louder. Pain surging everywhere inside of me.

"Stay where you are, I'm coming to get you okay, V," he reassures.

"O-okay."

I just wanted to watch a movie and cuddle.

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I made myself cry to write this... ha. Have a good day:))

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