𝟓𝐒𝐎𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

𝐋𝐔𝐊𝐄 𝐗 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐌

[PT.2]
[ this high key sad and calum ain't
deserve this im sowwy ]

luke was right, your only job here was to find good angles of the band and press a button. you were a fool to think you ever meant anything to luke hemmings, lead singer of 5 secconds of summer. luke hemmings, the guy who had thousands of girls throwing themselves at him. why would he ever care for you?

it was hard to understand why he had done this to you. you knew your suspicions had a good chance of being true, but you also had high hopes that they weren't. except they were.

luke was so damn good at pretending that what you two had was real. all those times he acted like it bothered him when you talked to other guys were just a part of his game. he knew that if he acted like he cared, he would have you wrapped around his finger (holy shit i'm annoying). the funny part was, that's exactly what had happened.
you fell for it.

ever since that night luke completely ripped your heart out, you dragged yourself everywhere. luke's words caused you a great amount of pain and he walked around untouched. to your dismay, he still spoke to you and you still responded.
you didn't want anyone to find out what happened between the both of you so you acted like it never occurred. Luke took that as a weakness, he knew you wouldn't cut off all connections.

he used you and you were so unaware.
michael nor luke ever confronted you about that night, you were thankful for that. michael might've not asked you why you were crying because he bought your lie, but luke never checked to see if you were okay because he didn't care.

...

you thought you were pulling of the image of being okay, but calum could see right through it.
as you were about to take a picture of michael, calum called for you.
"y/n, can i borrow you for a second?"
"sure cal, what can i do for you?" you cringed when you realized who exactly used those same words.

"are you okay? and don't even try to say you are because i know you're not."

calum caught you off guard.
"why wouldn't i be?" your heart started to beat fast.
"you already used that on michael."
"what are you talking about?"
"you know exactly what I am talking about y/n. you've been acting weird lately, you know you can talk to me."
"look calum, i appreciate you worrying about me, but i'm fi-"
"it was luke wasn't it?" he interrupted.
you froze in your spot as you hadn't told anyone about that night.
"he told you? what did he tell you?"
"he didn't tell me anything, but the way you isolate yourself from us tells me everything."
"i am not isolating myself calum."
"y/n. you wouldn't be the first of the many girls luke has done this to."
calum instantly regretted his choice of words and you felt like throwing up.
"there was more girls before me or while he was leading me on?"

the thought of luke being with other girls while he had you believing there was something between the two of you made you sick. you ran off into the nearest bathroom, not allowing calum to answer your question.

"calum please just leave me alone." you looked at him gasping for air.
"y/n, breathe." calum comforted you.
"was he screwing other girls while he was with me?"
calum sighed and looked down as he knew that what you had asked was correct.

"oh my god!" you cried. "two years, he led me on for two fucking years. now i know why he never bothered making it official, i was just his fuck toy. how was i so stupid?"