I'd love to see a bullet through my head
I'd love to see me wind up dead
I'd love to see the bad things happen
Till maybe I'm finally dead
I want to destroy every part of me
And I'll enjoy every moment of it
Cause it's fun to feel the pain
I don't feel much
But it feels good.
It makes me feel alive
It helps me survive
Give me something to live for
Till the day I can die
I don't wanna be alive
Cause it hurts too much
It's more a reason to hide
I want to get it outta my head
But I'm drained
I just want to sleep
Tired, want to sleep
Let me sleep.
