Truth be told, I'm no good with words
It's all in my head, but won't come out right
I wish you could see what's inside
There's a lot more than it seems
But you'll never know what's in me.
I try to pretend like I matter
I try to protect my heart
So maybe it won't shatter
Nor be torn apart
No not again
I don't want to be hurt
I won't let you win.
I know I should probably
Say that I'm sorry
But do you think you control me
When did I give my life to you
I want it back, you don't deserve it
But I'm the one who wanted to forget
So you came in, made yourself at home
Took me away, made me feel alone
Was I really all on my own
Or was it you controlling me
I don't know anymore.
The world comes crashing down
I can't see anything
I can't think clearly
Are you there
Can you help me
Do you care
Will you set me free
From all that I've become
I don't wanna be numb
Not again
It hurts too much
Once you feel
Once it all becomes real.
