Prohibited Love (Michaeng FF)

~19~

Mina's POV

"Guys, have you noticed Chae has been acting weird after their fight?" Momo said talking about Jeong and Chae. Of course, I've noticed it. Jimin and I even had a fight about two days ago. I just care for Chaeyoung and his acting all jealous of a sudden.

I remember his words that night. He made me pick between the two of them. That's just childish. We're still having a fight. He hasn't been texting me for a while. Chaeyoung still comes home with me though.

Sometimes, I just wished Jimin to be like Chaeyoung. Because, even when Chaeyoung is mad. She still makes small efforts like going home with me. She still engages in small talks. "Yeah. She's a little off. I wonder what was that all about. Jeongyeon hasn't been listening to classes well." Tzuyu said.

She then looked at me. "How about you? You went after Chae, right? Did she tell you anything?" She asks. I just sighed. "She just needs more time for herself." That's what I said.

I don't want to complicate things more by saying what I know. It's complicated enough. I, then, saw Chaeyoung passing by. I immediately stood up from my seat and went to her.

Chae's POV

I walk to class today with a smile on my face. Nayeon is doing just fine. Jeongyeon apologized to Nayeon and we're friends again. Maybe, the three of us should just remain as friends. We talked about that and it ended well.

I wonder who is Jeongyeon's girlfriend now. I saw Mina on my way and she approached me. She gave me a tight hug. Which uses me. What is it for? "Are you okay now? Did you and Jeongyeon solved your problem. How are you? I miss your smiles." Her words were full of caring and the last sentence caught my attention.

I suddenly turned red. She misses my smile. I smiled shyly. "I'm okay. We're okay. Thank you for your time, Mina. I should go inside now." I said and went inside the room with reddening cheeks.

Mina also came in and sat beside me. "You sure, you're okay? You're quite red. Are you feverish? Should we visit the clinic?" She asked multiple questions that just made me chuckle. "I'm fine, Mina. Really. And. I want to talk to you about something later." I said.

Maybe, I'm ready now. For her rejection or whatsoever. I hope I'll still turn out great. "Oh, okay. Sure." She said and the class started. I'm quite nervous and so dumb to say that.

Class has ended and my fingers were fidgeting. This isn't the right time. But, I think it won't be the right time if I don't try. "Hey, Mina. Chae. Let's go home." Momo said. I nod and Mina hummed.

I packed my stuffs and she did the same. We were walking to the gate and the two of them are laughing talking about some stuffs and I just remained quiet. We reached the gate and Momo said her goodbye.

It's silence again. "So, what did you want to say. Can I hear it now? It's been bothering me till the last subject." Ah right. "I'll tell you before I dropped myself at my stop." She nods.

I'm so nervous. Half of the ride was silent not until I opened it up. "Hey, Mina." She looked at me as I said her name. Her eyes are really beautiful. "Yes?" She asked with her soft calm voice.

"I like you..." I said and looked away. "I like you too, Chaeyoung. You're a great friend." She replied. Oh. Friend. Well, that hurts. I just got friend zoned without her realizing that what I said was that I like her romantically.

"No, Mina. I like you. I like you so much that I don't even know if like is still the right term. I'm thankful for these months I have been with you as you're friend. But I wasn't expecting to like you like this. I know you and Jimin are together. But, it doesn't mean I want the two of you to break apart. I just want to say it." I said still looking away from her.

"Since, when?" She asked. "I don't know. Maybe, after knowing you" I said. I sighed and took a glance of her. She's looking outside the window. "This is my stop, Mina. If you're uncomfortable with me. Just say so. I'm sorry." I said and left.

I hurriedly went home and rest. I don't know how will I face her tomorrow. Why can't I accept it? It's not the right time and it will never be. I could've just kept it to myself.

In that way, it won't complicate stuffs. I make things bad. Why did I thought of saying it now? I buried my head on my pillow crying to sleep. I hate it. So much. I hate myself.

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[edited]: day6's shoot me m/v got me shaking. wonpilsvnsbbansb. i'm so straight for day6's music and visuals. that's talentswbxba