"hey baby," an familiar voice said.
I couldn't tell who it was though from the dark, small room that is starting to feel like its getting smaller and smaller. I am completely filled with fear, I can feel the other person getting closer and closer.
I am screaming, "NOOOO, NOO, NO," the person who I now see is Hayes touches me and screams, "MONICA"
I opened my eyes to see Hayes looking down on me and shaking me and screaming my name until he realizes I woke up.
"Monica oh my god, you scared me. You were screaming NO and HAYES, I was so worried about you, are you okay?!" hayes said.
"yeah im fine i just had a really bad dream, and oh my god am i crying?" i asked laughing.
he said "yeah you are haha, you were crying and screaming, are you sure you're okay, do you want to talk about it?"
"im fine it was just a bad dream, im okay." i said thinking to myself im not gonna tell him i had a bad dream where he almost raped me, i dont think anyone would want to hear that, i sure wouldnt thats for sure.
"okay, well its like 9:30, do you want to go grab some breakfast, or order room service?" he asked sweetly.
"um sure, how about we get room service because there are probably a bunch of fans downstairs and i dont want them to see me with you. i know how it feels i am a huge fan of yours and i am so greatful we are friends now, wait are we friends?" i said/asked feeling nervous.
"okay, what ever you like, and of course we are friends we can be anything you want beautiful."
I THINK. I JUST. DIED INSIDE. HE JUST CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL, i mean i know he calls all his fans beautiful but it still has that amazing effect. im pretty sure my face is the color of a lobster, "you're beautiful too" i thought. i looked at him and he was laughing, "oh wait did i say that out loud?!!!" i asked so embarassed.
"yeah you did, and thank you haha," he said laughing.
i blushed at my emabarassment and changed the subject "do you want to order some breakfast now?"
"sure," he said sweet and simple
we ate breakfast and now hes leaving for another meet and greet and well i am too actually since i am attending it, we decided to walk down separate considering the fans and everything.
I've been wondering a lot of things lately, like are we just friends, does he like me? i mean i like him, i love him actually since i am a fan and everything but since i got to know him more, i love him even more. He is so sweet and caring and he honestly cares about me and always makes sure im okay since what happened. I'm very lucky and happy to have a friend like him, i hope we stay friends for a really long time, i would hate to lose him.
