chapter two

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Kenzie's POV

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After getting high in the locker rooms everyone went back to Lauren and Johnny's house because their father won't be home. Lauren, Brynn, Ruby, Nadia, Annie and I are sitting in Lauren's bedroom laughing at the way her dog is running up and down the hall way running into the walls of the house, when suddenly I felt the need for chocolate covered Oreos.

"Hey can we get some food, like chocolate covered Oreos...?!" Everyone looks at me for a few moments before rushing downstairs to get to them first, I'm officially never telling them what I crave because when I got down the stairs there was one Oreo left... damn, that's disappointing.

"Well then I'm getting more Oreos from the shops" I say in a sassy and bitchy way "who wants to come?" I'm a little terrified going places by myself, I hate it. "We'll come" Carson, Aaron and Hayden say walking down the stairs, I look over at Johnny to see if he might come, "youse can go, I'm staying here" nope, not coming...

I hate being in this fight with him, not being able to have the banter we had when we were little or when we would laugh at anything that comes to mind, I know I did a pretty shitty thing but we were kids, I really didn't know what I was doing, but that's another story for later.

With Johnny just saying those six words, my heart basically sunk, deep deep down. "Never mind, I don't want anything... I think I'm going to head home, cya." with that I picked up my bags and left.

I opened my front door and ran to my room slamming my door shut, why did his words hurt so bad, they weren't even rude or sarcastic, he just didn't want to come. Ugh I need a bath, why not drown myself while I'm in there.

I got my clothes, towel and slippers and headed off to the bathroom locking the door behind me, no one was home, it was just incase someone came home early and walked in. While the bath was running I put my hair in a messy bun and put in my black face mask.

Once I was done I put on someone music just jamming out to some songs while in the bath, all of a sudden my doorbell rang, what the fuck am I suppose to do, I can't take off my mask! Ugh, I'm just going to have to answer the door looking like a slob.

I get to the front door and open it revealing Johnny... Johnny? "What are you doing here" I ask looking him up and down, noticing he has no shirt on, did he purposely take off his shirt just to come over here? Not that I don't mind, he can show his abs off anytime.

"I came to see if you were alright, I mean you just ran out of the house" he said quite calmly, for some odd reason that annoyed me "why do you care, it's not like we've really spoken to each other, the last time I had a conversation with you was when We were 12 and within that conversation you told me to piss off" okay so I'm a little angry now, I'm trying my best not to show it, I don't think it's working.

"And whose fault is that!?" He looked shocked after that came out of his mouth, wow. I stood there not really knowing what to do, I look down at my feet and then back up at him, tears threatening to fall from my eyes, "yes, I've made mistakes John, but we were 11 and I've tried, tried, so goddam hard to apologise for it" I say only stopping to look at him, after my rant I slam the door in his face and slowly slide down against the door, crying.

 I stood there not really knowing what to do, I look down at my feet and then back up at him, tears threatening to fall from my eyes, "yes, I've made mistakes John, but we were 11 and I've tried, tried, so goddam hard to apologise for it" I say on...

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kenzie I don't need you, I've been doing fine for the past six years...
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laurenorlando88 i love you and I'll always be here xo
annieleblanc ur a cutie, I'll never leave x
rubyrose we'll always stick by you x
brynnrumfallo I'm never not being here x
johnnyorlando really? Cause I haven't :(
haydensummerall is this a friendship mending? ^
carsonluenders we hope so ^
aaronmelloul ^^^
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Johnny's POV

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johnnyorlando it's sad to think that you've been fine without me, cause I haven't been :(
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haydensummerall bro, I'm here
annieleblanc you guys need to forgive each other
kenzie you seem fine...
aaronmelloul don't stress, try to impress!!
carsonluenders ^^ that was fucking dumb HAHA
laurenorlando88 I love you both, please work this out x
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I'm not sure I am fine Kenzie, we've been through so much and I just want my best friend back, you don't believe enough to try.

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Time Skip
At school
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I slam some kid, that I don't care about against the lockers trying to get all my anger out on him, but before I could do anything I started to get pulled back from him by a few people. Count on Hayden, Carson and Aaron to keep me out of trouble.

"Why the fuck are you beating the shit out of this kid? He's done nothing" Aaron asks looking at the kid jump up off the ground and scurry towards the library "um because he's a dweeb and I can" I'm not in the mood and I really need to punch something, the nearest thing being my locker, before they could respond to my answer I punch my locker trying to get the anger out, leaving a dent in the steal metal, meaning my dad would probably have to pay for it.

"What the hell man, what's wrong?" Carson asks, "I'm just a bit angry and I'm trying to find a way to fix it," I say eyeing off another locker, but before I could get to it something gets in my way, more like someone, and that someone being Mackenzie Ziegler.

She pulls me along until we get to the familiar locker room that we spent in the day before, still smells like weed... "why are we here?" I'm tired and just want to go home right now, I don't want to listen but it might be good "because we need to talk".

"About?" Not really caring much about the conversation that was about to uphold "us" okay she's not really giving me much here, I give her a confused look, telling her to continue talking she states "I miss being your best friend and I miss how we use to be, and I know how much of a bitch I've been, but I want to apologise for everything, especially the thing that made us stop being so close, it was a fucked up thing to do, I know that now, I didn't then. Just please, please forgive me?" Her voice cracks at end of her little rant, I run my thumb down her cheeks collects her tears.

"We're both fucked up, you know" I say as she nods her head, "and this doesn't solve all of our problems, I still need to gain my trust back from you and you need to gain yours back from me, it may take time but time it's what we need, okay?" I complete in which she hurriedly runs up and hugs me, god I've missed this so much.

"I've missed you" I muffle into her neck, "I've missed you too, and I'm so sorry" still hanging on tight we look at each other and smile before going back to hugging.

You're going to kill me

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A/N - thanks for reading chapter twoooo, I hope you enjoyed. if you want to know why they stopped being friends in the first place look out for the next chapter and tell your friends to read this book ;) xxx

Word count: 1,347

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