dear hyung,
i try to be happy and cheerful in my messages, because i don't want you to get worried, but i just can't anymore. my headaches are killing me. i'm so sorry i didn't go to that doctor, but with my dad's passing... i just couldn't bring myself to. and i'm so cold. all the time. no matter how much clothes i put on, i'm still so cold. if only you were here... you would be able to make me warm.
i miss dad so much, hyung. it hurts so bad. i just want him to be back. to cook for us. to always kiss my cheek when he comes from work. to smile at me proudly whenever i get a good grade. to hold me when i have a nightmare. i just want him back, yoongi. i need him back.
i can't wait for christmas. mom's going to be home. jungkookie, seokjin hyung and hobi hyung will be here. maybe jennie will come, or tae with his sisters. maybe i'll be happy. i really can't wait.
i need you back too. i love you.
forever yours jiminie
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보고 싶다||pjm x myg
Fanfichey hyung, it's always winter here. it's winter even in august. i miss you. please come back. soldier!yoongi student!jimin ❗️trigger warning ❗️ this book contains self harm and suicide attempt. please always remember that there are people who love...
