The Gaster Gang

Im Collpasing... |Serious chappy...|

The musics nice to listen to when reading this... Sorry...

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Admin: I cant take it anymore... so instead of telling everyone my problems ill just let aysoar spill out... *turns into aysoar*

Admin & Aysoar: *voices intertwined* It hurts so much...

Aysoar: I dont want to hurt anyone, I try my best to be happy and i can never be good enough I feel 'happy' when im around others but i feel something is... just diffrent... i dont belong with others. I want to smile, i want to be happy... I just want to feel... I want to fit in. I dont want to be emotionless... I tried to care for everyone but I just keep breaking, i don't want to live like this... better yet i dont want to even live anymore. I almost lost my mother, iv'e already lost my father emotionally, and i feel like im losing myself....

I feel like its all my fault...

everyone keeps telling me it isnt but

everything that they say... it... it just seems so fake.

I feel like thier lying, and i know that they are.

I try to cry but i cant, Im all alone...

my boyfriend left me...

iv'e lost everyone iv'e ever cared about...

sometimes i just like to cry when im alone...

when no ones going to be there...

deep down i know they hate me.

i can see it in thier eyes.

I dont want to belong here anymore... im trapped in this shell...

I can see as my life passes and i wonder, 'How can they just stay in place like that?'

time gose so slow for them...

they get to live, be happy...

awhile i just...

i watch my life go by...

I wonder....

'Why am I here?'

Why am i here to make everyone so happy?

But why...?

Why can't i feel happy?

Im sorry if i made you cry...

I want to cry...

why cant i?

My head just hurts...

My heart hurts the most...

Im sorry guys...

I don't know what im going to do anymore...

Please if im not here for you in the future... promise me you wont hate me...

Promise me you wont be like me...

Even in the worst of times...

Dont even become like I am... Please...

I beg you...

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Admin & Aysoar: *split apart*

Aysoar: *walks off*

Admin: *walks off the oppisite direction*