✔️ (🏹) 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓾𝓼𝓽-STENBROUGH!

Six

Moondust-
Chapter 6!

Dear Bill,

Today I saw something I wish I never would have. Today I saw Beverly kiss you. I tried so hard to be happy for you, Bill. I really did. I decided it would be best for me to just keep walking so I don't say something I don't mean. Tears streamed down my face as I ran to the bathroom, locking myself in a bathroom stall. I know that you love her, I know that she makes you so happy. It's just so hard on me, you know? I want to support you Bill, I do. I just... I just wanted to be the first person you ever kissed. I wanted you to be my first kiss. I wanted you to be the first person I dated. I wanted to be the first person you dated. At least I got two things I wanted. The first thing is that you're happy. The second thing is that you were the first person I fell in love with. It hurts. It hurts like hell. I know I usually don't say that, but it's the truth. It hurts so badly, Bill. It's like I'm not supposed to love you. Maybe I'm not. But I really don't care! You are my everything, Bill! As much as it hurts, you are and I need you in my life.

"H-hello?" I heard you say as you walked in. "S-s-stan?"

"Hey, Bill," I said, opening the door, wiping my eyes.

Your eyes widened as you started crying. You look beautiful even when your crying, Bill. "I-I-I'm s-s-so sorry!"

"I... it's okay. Why are you sorry?" I asked. I tried to act oblivious of the fact that I saw you kiss.

"I... I was a h-h-horrible friend to you. I'm so sorry," you cried. It was so loud and broke my heart. Or at least, what was left of it.

"It's okay, Bill. Really," I sniffled.

"I'm h-h-here for you, oh-oh-okay?" you smiled lightly.

"Thank you, Bill," I smiled back.

"What are friends for?" you shrugged with a smile as you walked out of the bathroom.

Yeah, friends.

It really does hurt. I wish we were more than friends, but that's not possible. But I'll still love and support you.

I swear I will always love your impact on my life, Bill Denbrough.
                                 -Your friend,
                                             Stanley Uris