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Chapter 4!Dear Bill,
Today you broke my heart without even meaning to or knowing that you did. Today you told me all about Beverly while we were at the quarry. Today you told me about how her blue eyes sparkled in the sunlight, how her red hair was all ruffled, how she had the most amazing sense of fashion. You told me that you think you love her. I told you that I was happy for you and that I supported you. I walked away and I'm so sorry, Bill. Tears filled my eyes as I got on my bike and rode home. I could feel my heart shatter as I rode home, the cold wind on my pale face. I do support you, Bill. I always will. It's just that I love you, but you love her. It's because I love you that I'll learn to let you go. Eventually. I know that she makes you happy, and you deserve more than anything to be happy.
I soon found out that you were following me home, which I appreciate, knowing you were worried, when you started screaming out my name. I slowly came to a stop behind the Derry Drug Store. You had a tear-stained face as well. It broke what was left of my heart. "W-w-what's wrong, S-s-stuh-stan?" you stuttered.
"Nothing, I'm okay," I lied. I'm not very good at it. You frowned and it made me want to cry even more. I didn't want to hurt you. I never would want to hurt you.
"What's r-r-really wrong? Yuh-you know you're a h-h-horrible liar," you smirked, pushing a curl out of my eyes. Butterflies filled my stomach as you stood close to me.
"Bill, I'm gay," I said as a tear ran down my face.
You pulled me in for a hug. "I s-s-support you, S-s-stan," you whispered.
I swear I will always love your care, Bill Denbrough.
-Your friend,
Stanley Uris
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Fanfiction"I've buried my love, to give the world to you." ! In which Stanley Uris writes letters to Bill Denbrough. (It cast au!) (Sad ending) RANKED #1 IN #MOONDUST ON MAY 22, 2019 ©️sauceysink | 2018