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Chapter 9!Dear Stan,
Hey Stan. It's Bill. Stanley, I'm confused. I really thought I loved Beverly, but I don't feel that spark that you're supposed to feel. I don't feel that spark that I feel with...
you.
Stanley, I thought I was straight. I thought that I loved you as just a friend. I thought that Beverly was the one for me. But when we hug, I feel fireworks. When you cry, I cry. I just feel that connection with you. I don't feel it with Bev. Stan, I regret that I kissed Beverly and I'm especially sorry that you had to see us kiss. I was horrible to you and I don't blame you if you never want to talk to me again. I know that I upset you. I'm just... confused. I kind of wish it was you I was kissing in that moment. I remember I thought it was you and I opened my eyes and saw Beverly. It saddened me, and she could tell. I told her I needed to go find you and I ran away. I ran away from the girl I liked. I ran away from the girl I thought I liked.
I think I told myself that I liked Beverly as a cover up for loving you. Maybe it's because I knew that it was wrong. But it wasn't. My love for you is what keeps me going. You keep me going. I am proud to admit that I love you, Stanley Uris. I am IN love with you. I think I'm going to give you this letter. I would stutter too much trying to explain this to you. Please know that I'm so sorry, Stan. I love you.
-Love,
Bill DenbroughA/N-
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Fanfic"I've buried my love, to give the world to you." ! In which Stanley Uris writes letters to Bill Denbrough. (It cast au!) (Sad ending) RANKED #1 IN #MOONDUST ON MAY 22, 2019 ©️sauceysink | 2018