i feel it.
i feel it now,
just like i always do.
that feeling when
your heart kind of
clenches and you can't breathe.
i just laugh
aloud to myself and
tell myself that it's okay.
i miss you.
so so so much.
so much that i can hardly recognize myself,
behind these broken eyes.
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/152959207-288-k864247.jpg)