amnesia

chapter 11:

Tyler's POV:

I was sitting at the kitchen table in the Gus bus when calum came over and sat next to me. "hey i wanna talk to you" he told me. immediately a smile stretched across my face because I knew exactly where this was going. "sure calum, what is it?" I asked. "I wanna be able to tell the world about my new girlfriend." "aww that's so sweet who is she" I said with a wink. "well was hoping it would be Ty." he said with a smile. "Oh my god yes!" i wrapped my arms around his neck and didn't let go, and neither did he. I finally had myself a calum hood.

about 10 minutes later I logged into twitter and I had 20+ notifications. confused I clicked on them and all of them were retweets of something I was mentioned in by calum hood. calum wrote this whole long thing telling his fans about me and how he wasn't ashamed. it took him a matter of 32 tweets to fit it all. I love him so much and how in his busy day, he takes time out of it to do that for me. I love him a lot. he's perfect.

Logan's POV-

since everything seemed perfect, of course something had to come along and ruin it and sadly it was me. I was lying with ash and I couldn't breathe. I sat up but nothing helped. as I struggled for air I fell out of the bunk and was gasping for air on the floor. Luke immediately jumped out of bed and was trying everything to help me. before I knew it all boys were surrounding me as well as Ty. I remember ash holding me in his arms as tears rolled down his cheeks at the thought of losing me, and with that said, I blacked out. everyone was for sure that was the end.

"85% heart failure" I hear one doctor say as I regain conscientious, "she'll be lucky to last through the weekend." hearing this made tears slide down onto my weak body. in a matter of no time, ashton walked into my hospital room. "mind if I had some alone time?" he asked the doctor and nurse. as soon as I heard them leave I saw him walk over to me with fear in his eyes. "how's my baby doing?" he asked. "I've been better" I replied trying to get a smile out of him, but nothing. "the boys were in here earlier but you were still out cold" he said to me making sure I knew that they came to see me. "I love you" he said to me as he kissed me. "I love you to" I said back. "well I have a surprise for you" he said to me. in a matter of no time he came back in with a guitar and sat by my beside.

"Wait, don't tell me

Heaven is a place on earth

I wish I could rewind all

the times that I didn't

show you what you're really worth

The way that you held me

I wish that I'd put you first

I was wrong I admit

Numb from your kiss

While you were slipping through my fingertips

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

This is everything I didn't say

Wake me up now

And tell me this is all a bad dream

All the songs that I wrote

All the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory

Holding onto a broken and empty heart

Flowers I should've bought

All the hours I lost

Wish I could bring it back to the start

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

I hope you know

For you I'd sacrifice

To make this right

Some day I'm sure

We'll pass each other by

Until that time

Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

This is everything I didn't say"

"oh my god baby that was beautiful, did you write that for me?" I asked while bawling my eyes out. "yes I did and I did it all by myself to, I really do love you logan." "I really love you too ashton." before I knew it, here came a sudden burst of excruciating pain "help! help!" I said as loud as I could. ashton ran out in the hallway screaming and crying "help her please please save her don't take her away from me!" he screamed as he punched his fist through the wall. in a matter of seconds the room was flooded with doctors and nurses. I could hear one nurse read off the scanner "her heart rate is 18, she has 96% heart failure." terrified I starting calling ashton to my bedside. one by one doctors and nurses slowly left the room. one nurse walked up to ashton and I could hear her whisper to him "say your goodbyes, she's done." he immediately ran to my beside and we were both crying. "ash? I'm scared" I said as I was about to stare death in the face. "it's ok baby, I love you so much. I will never forget you, the love of my life." he kissed me and just sat there holding my hand. I could feel every one of his tears drop onto each of my fingers. "don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me!" I could hear ashton screaming into my ear as I withdrew my final breath.

Ashton's POV

I walked home alone in the dark that night. the love of my life was just snatched from my arms, she was gone. I walked for hours until I finally got to the bus. "what's wrong mate" mikey asked as I ran in screaming "WHY WHY!" I started throwing and punching things, I was out of control! "what happened!" luke screamed in my face as he grabbed my shoulders and held me still. I stared at him I'm the eyes for minutes it seemed like and finally began to speak. "she's gone" I said as I began bawling my eyes out. Luke's eyes widened at the thought. luke just stood there and then stormed off the bus. he was more angry than upset, he didn't want to except the fact that lo was forever gone. mikey just quietly walked into the back lounge and locked himself In there, but you could hear his pleads towards God that I would come back. calum and Ty just cried into each other's arms on the couch for hours. how was she really gone?