i destroyed my body for a piece of mind i never got.

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Ashton's POV:

*ding ding* my phone went off. I check the text and its from my buddy Calum.

Cal: Ash, I'm in the hospital...

Ash: What?! Calum why?

Cal: I had a couple of pills...and I over dosed. But I'm better now.

Ash: Calum I thought you went to therapy and got help...

Cal: I did Ash, I just wanted to die. But please come by the hospital, I need my best friend.

Ash: Okay, be there in 20

Cal: Bye Ashy.

I quickly left Ambers house but not before I scribbled a quick note on an old envelope. I hurriedly stepped out of the house and hailed a taxi and I was on my way to the hospital. About 5 minutes into the ride I completely lost it, tears rolled down my face and sobs were escaping my mouth. I want him to be okay, but its so hard to be sure he's fine when he has access to things that can kill him. He cuts, burns, attempts suicide all to often. I can't lose him. We're extremely close, like brothers and I would probably go if he does. Self destruction is such a pretty little thing....

A//N:

OMG why is this so sad like wut ;-; I'm a bad person ~ Becca ♥ this is just a filler so its really short. Calm your dick. cx

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