Secrets [sm]

*five.*

• tuesday.
june 15th, 2017 | 06/15/17

it's been almost 2 weeks since victoria's birthday party. almost 2 weeks since the night her and shawn had sex. and 20 minutes since she last slept with him. there she was, laying in his bed, wrapped in his sheets, looking up at the ceiling while he was in the shower. they've been going to his apartment and going at it since the night of her party but she still has no clue of what the hell is going on.

if we're being honest, they haven't spoken much about what they're doing. they had a brief drunken conversation the same night, but other than that, it's just been sex. and casual breakfast and lunch here and there.

although she was getting used to the odd, new, and surprisingly enjoyable routine, she still couldn't believe that she was in his bed naked. they've had a hatred towards each other for 2 years. truthfully though, there wasn't much of a crazy reason. shawn had always been an asshole since the day she met him which made her dislike him from the beginning.

as she layed there, her thoughts started focusing on her friend aria. soon, the guilt started to creep in and she jolts out of shawns bed, gathering her clothes and putting them back on. "what the hell am i doing." she mutters to herself. as she pulls her jeans up, shawn walks out of the bathroom. "leaving so soon?"
she looks up at him & huffs, rolling her eyes.

"i can't do this mendes. i've been so wrapped up in this," she starts, gesturing between the two of them "that i haven't even thought about how wrong it is. you're dating one of my friends, we don't even like each other, and oh you're dating one of my friends."

"um, after that i think i can say that we like each other quite alot," he chuckles as he throws on a pair of sweats. "but i told you the night of your party, me and her broke up. i wouldn't have you in my bed if we didn't."

victoria scoffs and walks out of his room making her way down to the kitchen, shawn following behind her. "please, i barely even remember that conversation. but even so, i can like this as much as i do, but we can't do this. it's not right shawn." she says as she pours herself coffee. "let's just end this here and go back to how things were before."

he sighs as he looks at her, her back facing him. he walks towards her and presses himself against her, bringing his lips to her ear "what's so wrong about two people pleasuring each other? you admitted yourself that you like this, so let's not stop," she rests her hands on the counter as her eyes close, and she takes in a deep breath.

"shawn,"

"we can keep going, make it our little secret. no strings attached, if you'd like. just pleasure," he continues, wrapping his arm around her stomach and sliding his hand into her jeans. "and lots of it." as he moves his fingers the way she likes, she turns around and looks up at him, giving in.

"fine, we tell no one about this ever, or i swear i'll kill you," she warns as she struggles to keep her composure. shawn smirks at her and nods. "now take me up to your bed and show me some more of that pleasure you were talking about." she says before he reaches down to kiss her & pick her up, leading her back to his room.

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hi hi, i know it's been a while and i don't really have an excuse for it so all i can say is, better late than never right? lol see ya'll next chapter
- nelly 🤍.