Everybody has a story. Everybody has their truth. Sometimes it's just harder for some to explain their own. No one will understand; no one will believe.
It's a horrible feeling knowing things in your own life were out of your control. You can never change what was done and you have to live with it for the rest of your life. You have to decide whether to let it negatively impact you or not. Some days are hard and some are just plain difficult. There's never a day, an hour, a minute that you don't think of every bad thing that has happened to you. You've dug yourself so deep that there's no pulling you out no matter who it is. You know you're down there and you want help but first you have to help yourself but you don't have that effort, that motivation, that strength to do it. You feel it in you everyday and you tell yourself not to let it affect you any longer because sooner or later you will have to move on.
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January 4, 2018
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Endless thoughts
RandomI keep a lot inside of me and I've decided to write down how I feel - my opinions and viewings of situations - and get everything off of my chest. I'm not doing this to put anyone down or change anyone else's views. I'm doing this solely because wr...