Chantels P.O.V.
it's been about 2 weeks since the incident at the party, i haven't really been out much i have Nora take me straight to class and back home in fear of anything truly happening again i leave occasionally on my own but not for very long after dark.
I haven't spoke to Syd since the party she texted me to make sure i woke up but that's been it i haven't returned her calls or texts it's been a silent ride she had a concert coming up today i promised her a while back i would come to but i wasn't really sure if it was the wiser thing to do . I don't know why i get so anxious towards her the kiss wasn't BAD i just was overwhelmed by what had happened like i have never kissed a woman before so it was change to me never in a million years would i have thought i would fall for a girl it's just a lot to take in the fact that she makes me genuinely happy when she smiles or laughs talking to her feels amazing it's just right now i feel like im putting a guard up and i can't help it.
I get dressed a black tank top a black jacket over it some blue jean shorts and a pair of black and white original vans i pull my hair into a ponytail to the back and apply mascara gloss and eyebrow gel i grab my car keys and backpack ensuring my mace was inside and i left.
*30 minutes later*
I pull up to the concert venue and hop out my car the lines were forming for the show i texted Matt to let me in around the back so i didn't track attention
Yo can u come get me? i'm in the front can i come around back?
he replied
yeah fosho come to the door i'll have someone open it for u
i walk to the back and the door was opened i shut it back and greeted Matt
"Hey Matt" i say he smiles and hugs me
"How are you? Doing better?" i nod and smile
"Yeah thanks i appreciate it." he nods and walks off i say hey to the rest of the boys and don't see Syd i question Matt
"Where's Syd?" i ask he looks
"Outside around the other side smoking you can go catch her" i nod and step out and go around the building to see syd smoking a blunt texting on her iphone
i make my way over to her and gently tap on her shoulder she jolts back and looks up with a smile
"Chantel!" she hugs me holding her blunt away with one hand so she doesn't burn me i hug back
"Hey how are you?" i ask she swings her head and hits her blunt
"a lot better since you came that's for sure" i smile she hands the blunt my way i deny it she hits it again
"So look i'm really sorry for ignoring your calls and texts i-" she cuts me off
"no no no! it's cool trust me you're not obligated to apologize you needed space i mean i would to
"you know syd the ki-"
"Hey Syd! We're on in 3!" the stage manager calls out
"can we talk after the show?" i nod she stops her blunt
"okay i'll catch you backstage after." i smile
"Kill it out there" she smiles and jogs off
I head into the concert venue and stand in the audience watching her perform her vocals were getting a lot better live and the way she looked on stage singing to her hearts content she looked gorgeous the sound coming from her lips was like gold she was really hypnotic something else forsure.
