"I hate him... Who? God... I hate him with everything in me. I Hate Him! I HATE HIM!!! Why God? Why did you allow that disgusting, sorry person who was my father do all that stuff to me? I hate you. I hate my father for doing whatever he wanted to do with me. I hate my mother for never believing me and also for never loving me... For neglecting me... For abandoning me. I will never forgive any of them. I hope my mother and father rot in jail. And God... well I hope I never meet him... I don't know why people say He loves everyone... He clearly doesn't love me. You know what... I think he actually hates me too... But you know what... that's my opinion. I don't care for yours. Isabel Jones sent me to my first foster home... They were a lovely family... I stayed with them until I was 14... Then when I thought everything was going so well my "mother" got pregnant and they didn't want me anymore... I didn't understand why I wasn't good enough for them... Well I guess I'll never know... Then one of the cops who found me that night actually wanted to take care of me. Her name was Sarah..."
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Forgiveness (Book 1 of The Journal Entries)
SpiritualMaria has had it rough since she was 6. She was rapped and abused. Neglected by both mother and father. She hates God for what He put her through... But He is going to teach her about Forgiveness... Book 1 of The Journal Entires
