(A\N idk if theres smut in this one tbch)
As I woke up, I could feel somebody staring at me.
I look over and Courtney is watching me with a tiny smile on her lips.
" Well good morning gorgeous, Enjoying my hot bod?" I asked her. She looked down as her cheeks turned crimson.
"Maybe" She replied. I smiled and pulled her to me. She cuddled into my arms and pecked my lips.
"Grace?" She asked.
"Hmn?"
"Um, I'm really happy that, this happened, and I don't regret it at all honest, but I was sort of hoping we could keep what ever we are a secret for the time being. I Don't want to lose my family and they said if any of us were to be gay, they would kick us out."
"Don't worry Courtney, we can keep us a secret for the time being, as long as I can call you my girlfriend in private?"
She smiled and looked up, "of course you can.. Girlfriend"
I smiled, why does she have to be so beautiful.
"-ce, grace, Grace!"
"hmm?"
"stop staring and answer me."
"sorry, what did you ask?" I asked guiltily.
She smiled warmly and responded "what do you want to do today?"
Oh, that's what she said. "um netflix and cuddle?"
"sure my parents won't be home until after school tomorrow. Want to stay over tonight too?"
I nodded and she smiled. She got snacks and I pulled up Netflix and we just cuddled all day long. If we kissed nobody had to know.
"beep, beep, beep"
I woke up to courtney's alarm clock.
"holy shit! courtney get up! were going to miss the bus hurry up!"
She woke up panicking, and we dashed around the house getting ready for the bus. Just barely catching it on time.
When we got to school, We waited at the front gates till everybody was inside. I quickly looked around then pecked her lips.
"I will see you at lunch gorgeous"
"okay baby."
She smiled and we departed ways her going upstairs and me to the pit of the school for math class.
When lunch time finally arrived I coudln't wait to see Courtney. Everytime I saw her today in the halls, I just wanted to pin her against the lockers and kiss her to my hearts content. But I have to wait till we go to my house after school.
I walked into the lunchroom seeing her sitting and waiting for me with our other three freinds, brax, alex and amanda. I sat beside her with the other three across from us.
It was halfway through lunch when i was talking to Brax about one of my 1D fanfics.
Amanda heard me and looked up "eww are you talking about one of you faggot books again?"
I turned around so fast I almost got whiplash. "please don't say that word around me, I really dont like it, its so mean."
"what are you a faggot too?" Alex asked.
When I didnt say anything Alex and Amanda got up. "OMG, you are aren't you, I can't beleive we've let you sleep at our houses!"
They literaly ran from the table. As Brax turned to me. "Y-your gay?"
I nodded shyly, no point in lying about it now. He stood up, and I looked at him, to see him staring at me with disgust as he walked away.
I turned to look at Courtney with slight hope in my eyes hoping she would stay for me, considering were secretly dating.
But she didnt, she slowly stood up. "I-i'm not coming over after school anymore, bye Grace." and she walked away to.
I didn't know what to do, I was shocked. Did I really just lose all of my friends. Did my girlfriend brake up with me after one day? Is that really all i'm worth?
I went home before lunch even ended. I couldn't handle staying the rest of the day.
The next morning I woke up with a little bit of confidence. sure my ex best freinds and girlfriend left me, but i can make new friends. theres more then 5 people at the school.
When I got on the bus, I knew there was no chance of making any new freinds. Literally everybody on that bus was staring at me with disgust, as if i wasn't worth anything more than a piece of gum on the bottom of the seats.
The only place left open on the bus was the spot next to Brax, were I always sat. I didn't have any other choice so I sat down beside Brax and he scooted as far away from me as he could.
I smiled sadly at him and looked down at my lap.
stop wallowing in self-pity grace. Better you then Courtney, you don't want her to lose her family, you don't need friends, you have a family. But Courtney would lose everybody. Be strong, better you than her. I had to keep saying that over and over in my head to stop myself from crying.
When I got to school I saw Courtney by her locker. I went up to her and made sure nobody was looking before bringing her into the janitors closet.
"Look Courtney before you get mad at me and leave just listen okay? I'm sorry I was mad at you yesterday for leaving, but I understand, it's better me then you. I atleast have my family. I want you to be happy and have freinds and family. So I just wanted to say that I love you and I will stop trying to talk to you in the halls. that way nobody will suspect anything okay?"
Before she could say anything I kissed her forhead and left the room "bye gorgeous, i love you"
And with that, i turned and left.
My life after that has been terrible as it would be, being forced out of the closet at a christian school.
Hearing mean words and being shoved into lockers everyday kind of sucked, but at least it wasnt Courtney. I don't know what I would of done if I had to see her get hurt everyday.
It was a couple months later and I had officially been named the dyke loner.
I was sitting in the cafeteria when the room became silent. I looked up to see Courtney standing on a table looking right at me with a determined face.
" Look, guys, I know that Grace is a lesbian, but is it really fair to treat her like that, when I know for a fact there are other LGBT members in this school? Me being one of them. I know I'm setting myself up to be bullied, and I know I don't deserve an apology because I was an Ass. But goddamnit Grace, I freaking love you."
By this time I was standing with tears running down my face. Courtney jumped down and walked towards me, pulling me into her arms.
"I forgive you gorgeous, I could never not forgive you."
She smiled and we left school. Sure I skipped another day, but is school really that important when you could be with your Girlfriend?
(A/N so ya okay so I know the whole table speech wouldn't happen in real life but I'm kind of a hopeless romantic so yea I'm sorry about that. anyway, I won't usually leave an author note at the end of the chapters. But please leave a comment and or a suggestion of what you want me to write. I will write anything, you just have to give me the details. kay bye now :)
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