Was That LOVE?? (A Harry Styles and Demi Lovato Love story)

28. Fragile

3K reads??? OMG I can't breath...can you hear me screaming??

I Love Love you all<3 and words seriously can't explain my feelings at the moment. I am so lucky to have you all:)

I just wanna say that... Please guys..never miss a chance to show your love to the person whom you love cause you never know what can happen the next moment!! Life is complicated!!

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Demi's P.O.V.

*flashback*

"Mom..Please!!" I muffled through my silent crying.

"What?" she narrowed her eyes at me. "I am right!!"

"No..you are wrong!! He love me and I know that." I snapped back.

"If he ever loved you then he would have never left you in this condition."

"But..he doesn't know anything about all this. Its not his fault." I started crying. Why was she being so rude to him? He loved me always and I knew that but then why was she saying that he never loved me and thats why he left me and never came to stop me and be with him?

"Okay!!" she closed her eyes and took a deep breath before coming towards me. I was watching her with my red and puffy eyes while sitting on the edge of my bed. "But you know what..you have to get over him!! Its the best for you and everyone else." she then finally hugged me. I know she cared about me and thats why she was that worried but why couldn't she just already understand that there was no way I could stop loving him.

"I want to..but mom... I lo-v-e ..hi-m.. I just can't." I stuttered through my silent crying. My cheeks were wet and tight through continous crying. I hated crying but I couldn't stop.

"You can." she looked at me with those hazel sympathic eyes.

"I wish..I just wish but I can't." yes..I had wanted to forget him not for myself but for him. He deserved someone who could be with him every single second, who could give him the happiness of being a father, who could fought with the world for him, who could grew up old with him..and who could love him endlessly. And that someone was never me. Why?? More tears started rolling down my eyes. Why did I meet him in first place???

"You're going to get over him." she paused and looked at me straight into my wet eyes. "Don't doubt that, you will and I assure you that. It doesn't matter if it takes days..or weeks or month or longer but you will. One day the memories won't feel as hard to breath around, one day they won't reach out and manage to cut  the breath from your throat. One day you'll look up and the stars will shine brighter than they did the night before and something will have set inside you. And that something, is hope. Hope that one day, that broken heart of your will be fixed, put back together by no one other than youself. And when that day comes...I wish for you to rejoice in it. Because you made it..you made it without him and if that's not something to be proud of..I don't know what is." her words were soft and encouraging. Maybe she was right. Maybe, one day I would be able to get over him..maybe one day my broken heart would be fixed and I would be proud of myself. Maybe..one day I would be able to breath.

*flashback over*

All the courage and pain that made me to put up the walls against him was now breaking down. I knew, that one day would never come into my life when I would be able to get over him but for some reason my heart gave me courage to stay away from  all those feelings that I had for him. I was never strong but at least I was able to act like one.

Then why he came here and broke all the walls just in a matter of seconds? And to the top of that why was he ruining his life by knowing my condition.