Was That LOVE?? (A Harry Styles and Demi Lovato Love story)

29. I Will Also Die!!

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Harry's P.O.V.

"Why should I believe in god when the only thing he did was taking away the most precious people of my life?" that was what I said when Liam asked me why I never believed in god!!

I was right. I never believed in god and people always used to tell me that one day would come when he himself would make me to believe in him. But that day never came infact when he took  my mom and dad away from me..I started thinking that there was no way I would ever believe in him. My life was fucked up when everything I had in my life was because of me and myself.

Despite of all those things...I was asking help from him, the one sitting above..somewhere in heaven..I didn't knew!! I was begging and praying for Demi, who was fighting for her life..lying motionless on that hospital bed.

Wasn't it funny??

I never believed in him and now..the only one from I could ask for help was him!! My friends, family, neighbours, success, the world itself was useless now. It seemed like only he could help me.

"Is he making me to believe in him??" I asked myself. Maybe.!! But that was the worst thing ever!! If he had wanted me to make in believe in him then he could have made something worse happen to me but no..he choosed Demi..my Demi.

My mind was now full of those never ending thoughts. My whole body was aching and paining and mainly, I was tired. I was tired of everything.

"Harry..you should go home!! I will stay here for Demi." Demi's dad said to me for the thousand time now.

"No..Mr.Patrick, I am good here." I sniffed.

"Harry..you looked tired. You need some rest."

"No."

"You haven't had any rest and bath and proper food from the last two or I could say three days!! Just go home."  Yes..he was right. Its been three days now and yet Demi hadn't opened her eyes. She was still lying unconcious in there. And I was sitting outside..totally tensed and waiting for her to open her eyes and see me. I had been staying here..constantly praying for her and blaming myself for her condition. It was my fault.

"Harry..please!!" he said again.

I then moved my eyes up to look at him but my eyes caught sight of doctors and few nurses rushing into the room where Demi was. She was in an I.C.U.!!

"Doctor.." I called him. One of them turned around to look at me.

"What happened?" I asked standing up from the banch, on which I was sitting from the last three days.

"Is everything okay?" Demi's dad asked him...seeing the tension on the doctor's face.

"We can't say anything Mr.Patrick!!" the doctor tensed up.

"What do you mean?" I frowned.

"Its like Miss.Demi haven't opened her eyes from the last three days and its really risky and dangerous."

"Dangerous?" my heart started beating fast again.

"I am sorry but if she don't open her eyes in next 24 hours..there are high chances that she will be going into a coma." these words from the doctors punched me tight and hard on my face. What? Demi couldn't go into a coma?