So it’s the last night of the tour! It’s been amazing. The JLS boys are so nice! I can’t stop thinking about the day I left. With Tom. Nathan & I had an argument and were sort of on a break right now. I’ve managed to get Toms number of Aston. I pretended I lost Nathans and needed Toms. Do I text him? Eek.
‘how are you? X x x’
Wait what. Tom just texted me. Strange. Incredibly strange.
’incredibly tired lol! Hows you:)? Missing me;)?xx’
‘yeah a lot x x’
‘Awh! I miss you to:) suppose you heard about Nath&I?Xx’
‘no:O why?Xx’
‘we’re on a break lol...text soon rehearsals xx’
A little while later...
‘really?!! Haven’t spoke to him in a week or two xx’
‘yeah really lol..xx’
‘wow. We need to meet up. Are you busy?Xx’
‘I’m in hair&make up! Tour remember! But out after it..you up for it?xx’
‘im already there! See you soon xx’
Why does Tom want to meet up? So strange but what the hell. Ah show time!
“London you’ve been amazing! Thanks for having us”
Aston shouts as everyone runs off stage. It’s been an amazing month! Everyone’s heading out now to go get drunk! Yay. I arrange to meet Tom for a drink first. We need to talk. I don’t exactly want to talk when I’m unbelievably drunk hehe. What to wear? Eek. I rummage through my suitcase and find a black leather bra and a long purple pencil skirt and my favourite black heels. My hairs already curly so this will do. When im putting the finishing touches to my makeup there’s a knock at the door. Must be one of the girls. I’ve gotten close with a few of the dancers. Wait. Its Tom. “TOM” I smile hugging him. I haven’t seen any of the boys in over a month. So i’ve missed them. He smells so good & looks so good. Omg. What? Why am I thinking like this about Tom. “hello babe” he smiles “come on in” he sits down on my bed as im trying to pack “you look amazing” he says looking me up and down “you don’t look to bad yourself” I joke. “what’s happened with you & baby Nath?” he asks. Em eek. “he’s been getting on my nerves lately. Even before I left with the whole girlfriend thing. Then he demanded for me to call & text and when I didn’t he suspected I was seeing Aston? And I just got angry and said I’d rather have a break.” “wow. Well um..” “what is it Tom?” I ask “he’s back with his ex girlfriend. The one he supposedly finished you for.” “what.” Oh my god.i can’t believe this. “he never really finished her at all.. he’s been lying to you the whole time Charylie.” Nathan? My Nathan. “fuck him.” I snap. I honestly don’t care anymore. Im done with him. He’s dead to me to be quite honest. “you ready?” I ask Tom. “are you sure your ok babe?” He asks. “of course” I wink. we arrange to meet the rest of the dancers & JLS in the reception. Tom has his arm around my shoulder. I feel safe with Tom. I can’t stop thinking about Nathan. “i’ll stay in with you if you want babe?” Tom says as we’re waiting on the taxi’s “Nope its fine I just want to go out” I smile. Oh wait that kiss. “Tom?” “Yeah..” “you know the day I left..” “er yeah?” he awkwardly replies “you kissed me?” “yeah. I I like you Charylie.” Wait what. He likes me?! Tom Parker. Oh my god. “what really?” I ask “yeah. But I know nothing could ever happen cos your with baby Nath and he’s my best mate but he doesn’t deserv-.” I cut him off by kissing him. I don’t know why but it felt amazing like the first time we kissed. The taxi eventually arrives. This is going to be a good night!