BTS IMAGINE

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THING WE HAD BEFORE

READERS POV

I found my self smiling thinking of the things we do, The perfect dates we had, our hands intertwin together while we're walking down the streets, the sweet kiss we shared, movie nights, The way you protect me from other guys, the way you being to conservative because you said I'm only yours, all yours and the sweet words we shared I remember you telling me how much you love me, You were so cute and sweet the day when I got sick "I'll take care of you when your sick or not I will spend the happy, sad, good and bad times with you that's how much I love you.." remembering all of this makes me happy, you were so caring and sweet, you'll cook my favorite food everyday, you'll make sure I wont forgot to rest even though you have so much things to do, you're there when ever I had small misunderstandings with my parents, you'll tell me that I'm beautiful the way I am, so I shouldn't be insecure and embarrassed of myself because for you I'm perfectly perfect, that was all before...

Now it hurts seeing you with her my own best friend, The things we do before now you do it not with me but with her.  your sweet words that I want to hear so bad she can hear it everyday, your soft hands and lips that I missed she can hold and touch it every time she wants, your heart that was mine before and now hers...
but even though it hurts I'm here looking at you two smiling like I wasn't hurt at all, that I'm happy for the both of you...

"OMG!! Y/N IM GETTING MARRIED!!!" she happily said making my world broke but what can I do? if that's what make you both happy?
"OHH... I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU PAULA!! OMG MY BEST FRIEND IS GETTING MARRIED!! You're not buying a wedding dress without me, got it?" I said putting the best fake smile I can show as she nod happily "Well enjoy your date, I need to get home mom will kill me.." I say as I gave her our friend cheek kiss before turning around and leaving you with her my own best friend, your soon to be wife...

KIM SEOKJIN, I LOVE YOU AND IT HURTS BUT AT LEAST YOU LOVED ME EVEN THOUGH IN JUST SMALL TIME,  I'M GIVING UP NOT BECAUSE I NEED TO BUT BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND MY BEST FRIEND TO ALSO BE HAPPY I'M HAPPY IF YOU'RE BOTH HAPPY, BECAUSE I BOTH LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS IF I SAW EACH ONE OF YOU HURTING, I'M FINE IF I'M THE ONE HURTING AS LONG AS IT'S NOT YOU. IT HURTS MORE IF YOU DO.
so please be happy for me, I don't want to regret giving up if you wouldn't..