I Want To Love You Right

Chapter 2

Morgan's P.O.V.

I made the long walk back to class to pick up my stuff telling Ms. Johnson what happened with "Barbie" and the lecture I got from the principle about how fighting is not the answer. Then I made my way down the hall towards my counselors office, Mr. Garrett my principle thought it would be a good idea for me to talk to the counselor because I have "built up anger". Well I guess so when you've had my life you'd have built up anger too. 

I made my way into the library walking down the short staircase turning and walking down the hallway to my left finding the door with Mrs. Brooks name on it, knocking lightly hoping she's busy but a soft sweet voice says "Come In"

Entering the office I saw a beautiful dirty blonde haired woman with defined features sitting behind the desk, she was so beautiful and she gave off a loving motherly feeling with her warm eyes and smile. 

"Come in Morgan, please close the door and have a seat" she said sweetly "Mr. Garrett told me what happened, would you like to talk about it?" I sat across from her thinking for a moment "It really wasn't my fault, Brittney has been harassing me for years" I stated "So why was today any different for you?" she asked sounding concerned "I just got fed up I tried to deal with it until graduation but today she pushed me to far" my voice cracking slightly as I explained. 

"Tell me about your family Morgan" she asked jotting down some notes on a folder "There's nothing to say really it's me and my dad it always has been" I stated plainly "How do you and your dad get along?" she said taking more notes "We get along fine" I replied getting nervous about this meeting what if she calls my dad or comes to the house my dad will kill me "And where's your mom?" her question pulled me from my thoughts "she left us when I was a baby and we've never seen her since" I didn't even have a picture of my mom "Do you have any siblings?" she asked making me think of my father's words how could I have siblings when he didn't even want me "No" I replied feeling the lump in my throat.

"Morgan I think we should talk some more so I'm going to schedule a meeting 3 days a week after your 2nd period for the next 2 weeks" she wrote something on her folder before looking up at me with a genuine smile."I can't I work a part time job after school" I stated not wanting to seem rude to this sweet woman. "Okay how about before your 1st period but you'll have to get here early" she compromised "okay I can do that" that was even better i'll be gone before he even wakes up "okay hun i'll see you tomorrow morning at 7:00am that'll give us about an hour and a half before classes start, we'll be meeting Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for the next 2 weeks".

After agreeing to meet with Mrs. Brooks she excused me to leave, since my second period had ended I went to my locker getting my supplies for my homework then I made my way outside to leave for the day 

Thankfully the rest of the day went by uneventful finishing my shift at work and then returning home to get dinner started. Once I had dinner on the table I quickly ate and then retreated to my room disappearing before "he" got home I didn't need anymore drama for today.

While working on my homework I hear the front door slam alerting me that "he" is home. I quickly finish my homework and put my headphones on blasting David Guetta "Titanium" when my bedroom door busts open revealing my father drunkenly stumbling through the door smelling strongly of alcohol rambling on about how useless I was and bitching about the vegetarian lasagna I made for dinner. "I've told you a hundred times about this vegetarian crap I'm a man I eat meat, now get your ass in the kitchen and make me a fucking steak" he screamed walking over to my bed and ripping my headphones out of my ears.

I stood up fighting back tears as I made my way to the kitchen looking through the freezer for his steak. When I finished cooking once again I walked back to my room letting the tears fall from my eyes, no one should be forced to live this way. I lay in bed hugging my pillow as the tears continue to fall until sleep consumes my tired body.

I opened my eyes revealing a beautiful meadow filled with wild flowers, I was barefoot wearing a simple white summer dress. In the distance I could see the outline of something but it was too far away for me to make out what it was. I made my way towards the figure running my hands along the flower tops stopping to smell the sweet fragrance of the flowers before continuing forward although no matter how close I got it seemed like I still couldn't make out what the dark figure was. Then a little blue bird flew by making an annoying beeping sound, my eyes fluttered open and I relieves I was dreaming, I turn off my alarm clock which was producing the annoying beeping sound making my way to my bathroom to get ready for another dreaded day at school.

As I walk into the bathroom I stop to look in the mirror while looking at my reflection I think about my mother I wonder if I resemble her I don't see much of my fathers features in my face so I must look like her. I wonder if she thinks about me, what could have made her leave me behind did I cry to much as a baby or maybe I did resemble my father to much maybe that was to much for her to bare. Brushing the thoughts from my mind I step into the shower and get ready for school at least today was Friday. 

 Okay second chapter is done I hope you like it so far I know it's a little boring but all of this is leading up to the good stuff.

Please comment and vote, until next time, Amber