Up from here

Seriously?!

There was this girl who popped right out of my head. It's like telling me to at least greet her while on the other side, half of my mind says I'm not ready to face her yet.

I took a little glimpse of Mina sitting on the corner drinking her juice.

Maybe just some other time....

With this in mind, I took the step leading to the girl whose apparently wearing an of shoulder with her collarbones revealing making myself lost for a moment. Nayeon has always been attractive. My thoughts halted when I saw the person next to her moreover I didn't move an inch as soon as I saw his left hand caressing her cheek.

Jinyoung.

He gave Nayeon a peck on the cheek for their usual mushy greeting which I came to hate at some point.

" Did I miss something?" he said, looking baffled, well so do I cause I can't entirely believe that Jihyo invited him.

I tilted my head searching again for the birthday girl, walking around to seek for God, both of my brows frowned when I saw her.

" What?"

" Don't WHAT me... Jinyoung's here"

Trust me... I've never felt so troubled nor even this bothered at a party before...until now.

" sooo??" she raised both of her shoulders a slight asking in confusion.

" Did you set me u.."

" COME. ON. YOU KNEW ME BETTER THAN THIS" and by now Jihyo looked so disappointed in me.

She breathed, calming herself. "it's my party not yours Unnie" rolling her eyes whereas she started walking away, probably to avoid me.

GREAT JEONGYEON....just GREAT..you fucking pissed the birthday girl.

Hands on my pocket while I walked out of the party releasing a deep sigh, not only am I bothered but also frustrated to know that I annoyed the Birthday girl. I mean like who pisses the celebrant at her own party??

I proceeded straight into the door heading through the exit.

guess I'll go home....

And just as i was about to go....

" where are you going?" Momo swiftly caught my wrist.

" Uhh.. home?"

"Man, when did you become such a killjoy"

I'm a killjoy alright...

" I pissed Jihyo so yeah... I'm going" she loosened her grip.

I was a coward. Always have been, plus I can't deal nor enjoy to the fullest when they're in the party. The scene between those two mushy couple flashed into my memory while I headed straight into the exit.

" I bet Jihyo wouldn't like it if you're gone" She shouted back whereas I continuously walked.

" Trust me she would "

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I would mostly spend my time sitting out on the roof when having a bad day. The roof had all of the comfort that I needed, in fact it helps me ease my mind. It was the only place that I could be honest with for some reason.

I comfortably sat on my favorite spot, sipping a hot coffee considering that it was just right for the windy breeze that was brushing off my skin.

" What a day.." heaving a long deep sigh.

The roof was high enough to see some people walking or passing by which sometimes catches my attention, and as usual there were some people having some regular conversations.