This is it. Tomorrow is my groups debut stage. One more day until I can prove all those who doubted me wrong. I took in a deep breath as I started to tense up already. What if I make a mistake mid performance? What if my voice cracks when I try to hit a high note? What if I mess up the choreography?
I have been a trainee for four years. Four years of extreme dieting, working out until I felt like fainting, vocal training and well, the list goes on. But despite all the hell I've been through, I've sprinted through every part of it. Why? Because I adore performing. When I watch other groups' fans supporting them with every inch of their hearts, it inspires me. I've dreamt to have fans, people who love me and fill me with happiness.
I'm proudly apart of the company YG, debuting in a girl group called 'Desire'. There are five of us, me (Chin Sunri), Mun Seulgi, Kim Yuri, Park Sara and Da Mijin. They are all pretty cold towards me. I think it's because they already knew each other before I joined and were really happy being a four already. But I'm determined to make them like me, even if it does take a long time.
I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling as if it were covered in thousands of stars. I prayed that tomorrow would go well as my eyelids slowly started to shut, summoning me into gentle sleep.
I am still learning Korean so my sincerest apologies if I get anything wrong. I'll also apologise for any grammar and spelling mistakes, I'll do my best to fix them all.
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Heartbeat | 차은우
Fanfiction'Forgetting where we were, he gently cupped my cheeks. My breath stopped as his face inched closer. The only sounds within my hearing were the pitter-patter of the raindrops hitting the ground, and my out-of-control heartbeat .'
