; k.th & p.jm
tw: mentions of self-harm"trans hotline, this is jimin, how may i help you?"
" 'ello, i um- have a confession."
"oh?"
" . . ."
"go ahead, this is a safe environment."
"i hurt myself, yesterday. i was talking to. . someone, and he came home earlier than i expected and yelled at me. god, i hate when he yells at me. he threw a plate at me. it's not unlike him to get violent, but... it triggered all of these feelings and i couldn't handle it."
" . . ."
"i tried to run out of the front door, but he chased me. the ground was still wet and i wasn't wearing shoes. i lost him, but then he told me to come back into the house. i did. and he went in his room, i went in mine and i lost it. i hadn't done anything like this in a while, but i cried. i cried so much and my heart felt so tight, i couldn't move. i cut. i cut, like an idiot, but i didn't know what to do. my thighs hurt so much. i can't wear shorts until the scars heal and i'm so fucking stupid."
"you aren't stupid. you're worth it. and you don't need to hurt yourself to make the pain go away. find another way to let those feelings out. you can't die, okay? you matter to so many people. your life is worth so much, you can't throw it away because some bastard won't support you. everything will be okay. i promise."
call ended, 02:14
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+ pls note that i don't support suicide or self-harm.
you are worth it.
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real boy ➝ taeseok
Fanfiction//taeseok taehyung calls the trans support hotline & hoseok just happens to be the operator that picks up his call. (lowercase intended //fairly short chapters)