Sydd :
so today is the day the kids will be with nahmir and im freaking outttt . especially because of the stunt he pulled at the daycare . crunchy is very supportive and he actually told me its wats right . anyways , I got the kids up and gave them both baths , fed them and put some cute outfits on them . crunchy isn't going with me to drop them off simply cause he has to go to practice but he will be with me to pick them up .
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NAHMIR : AYO , I just wanna let you kno im headed to the mall to meet you .
yeah im packing there bags now .
NAHMIR : ight , text me when you here .
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I put them in the car and drove to the mall . when I pulled up I seen nahmir with all the secerity which made me fill a little better about the situation .
' DADDY ' nahmira yelled as we walked over to him .
his face lit up so bright this nigga was literally RED which made me smile .
' nana ! ' he yelled back as he ran to her .
she ran and he picked her up and hugged her , ' I missed you daddy ' she said as she wrapped her arms around his neck .
I smiled as I pushed ja'cuees's stroller . we went into the mall so we could sit at the playplace and talk .
' can I see my lil man ' he said with a huge smile .
I nodded and picked him up out of his car seat and handed him to nahmir .
he looked and held him , ' damn he look just like me '
I smiled and nodded . I love crunchy to death but for some reason nahmir makes me feel some different way . I noticed I was smiling too much and staring at him so I had to cut this shit short .
' so um ill be back to get them tomorrow @8 am . at your house right ? ' I asked as I looked at him holding Ja'cuees .
he nodded , ' yes boo '
I tried so hard not to fall for his shit so I kept a straight face . ' ok jus text me when yall get home . your security got the bags out my car so you should be straight . '
he nodded ' alright '
' nana come here and give mommy a hug and kiss ' I said as I stood up .
she ran over and hugged me and I kissed her forehead , ' I love you nana '
' I wooove you more mommy ! ' she said with a big smile .
I went over and gave ja'cuees a kiss on his forehead ' mommy loves you buggy '
' wheres mine ' nahmir said wit a smile .
I smiled and shook my head , ' boy you wish '
I left and began to cry . I hate leaving my kids . ughhhh . I went home and it was soooo lonely .
*** * WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK SO FAR ? WILL SYDD END UP GOING TO VISIT ? WILL NAHMIR SHOOT ANOTHER SHOT ? WILL CRUNCHY AND NAHMIR FIGHT ? LET ME KNOW !! COMMENT , VOTE , AND ADD TO YOUR READING LIST !!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT . !! *********
