nahmir ;
first id like to say , I regret you . I aint sign up to be no babydaddy . we wasn't even a couple . you forced these kids into a BROKEN ass home . these kids are a spittin image of me so everytime you shit on me you shittin on yo kids too . I am trying everything I can to raise these babies but you manipulate me when you take my kids away just cause you mad . im honestly don't wanna be a dead beat but ion look for my kids cause I don't wanna deal with you . '
she looked at me with shock .
SYDDS POV :
when nahmir said that I immediately went CRAZY .
' first of all nigga I aint sign up to be no babymomma . we was in LOVE for a long time . we was in a relationship but you played me so much you thought you was single . you thought this was just a hit and run ? you act like taking care of a baby is a favor nigga for me its a lifestyle . you telling me its alright for me to take care of your kids I'm supporting a baby it takes two to make, all by myself ,Pushing around a heavy stroller all by myself , Having to carry it up some steps without no help,Having to lose a day of work, without no pay,Because the baby got sick and the dad don't help,I'm putting food in your child's tummy and clothes on your child's back And I can never do nothing nice for myself Cause every dollar I get is spent on everything that your child has While you looking fresh, you are on igram, stunning like a fly men Stunning for some likes but never stunning for your child, man Oh what you think cause you post pictures of your kid on Instagram You doing a good job at being a child's dad And I can careless about you and your new bitch If you think I'm jealous one bit, then boy you stupid Forget what we had, just don't forget to be a dad And be there for your child .I'll be there for my child no matter the condition ' I said as I began to cry .
he looked and frowned .
' you just don't fucking get it nahmir . you were the love of my life . and to know this is how you feel that's fucking crazy man , ill be here tomorrow at 8 . ' I said as I walked off .
I couldn't believe this is really how he felt about me . I mean I know I moved on and all but damn hes fucked up he don't even care . I cried the whole drive home . when I got home I wiped my eyes and went inside .
' hey baby . ' crunchy said as I walked in the door .
I fake smiled , ' hey baby , how was practice ? '
he walked over and sat on the couch and turned the tv on , ' it was good love , how was the drop off ? '
I frowned , ' hard '
he nodded , ' its alright baby I know you love the babies but Yanno maybe this is a good thing so you can get a break . '
I nodded , ' yeah your right '
I went upstairs and began to cry somemore . I took along bubble bath to try to ease my pain . I cant stand not having my babies . I have never been away from ja'cuees for a whole night I didn't know wtf I was gonna do .
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