Josh dun X reader Smuts & Imagines *DISCONTINUED*

Forest Imagine 4

Y/ns pov

I ran through the woods, leaves crunching under my feet, until I found it. The thing that made my childhood fun. A small wooden tree house. I smiled as I went up to it, all those memories flooding in. Good ones, bad ones, and everything between.

The reason I came back here was because my boyfriend Josh asked me to meet him here. I climbed up the ladder and saw him sitting there on his phone. He looked up at me and smiled faintly. It was one of sadness.

"Hey" he said shutting his phone off and putting it in his pocket.

"Hey" I responded, sitting down across from him.

"I wanted to tell you something," he paused, "not good..."

My heart dropped as he said those words. But I tried to keep a faint smile on. "What is it?"

"I... I have to break up with you. I'm moving away and I'm never coming back. This place has so many memories. Not many good. But all of the good ones are with you. I can't take you with me because I don't want to drag you into the deep dark pit I call mental state (same tho). I'm sorry. I love you. I always will"

The words hit me hard, so hard that I fell back against the wall of the small house. I felt tears pool in my eyes and a hand come up to my mouth to cover it. I tried to keep all the emotions down for now until I was alone.

I lowered the hand from my mouth and crossed my arms.

"I support you fully. I really hope that one day we can connect again. I'll miss you so much but as long as you're getting better, I'll be good." I say, sadly smiling.

He looked at me with tears in his eyes as well, he shot me a soft smile. "Thank you for understanding. I have to go because I leave tomorrow and I have to finish packing. I'll always love you." Josh says as he goes over to the ladder starts that climb down.

"Wait! Can I have one last kiss?" I ask, my voice quivering.

Josh nodded leaning in my direction. I leaned in too and our lips connected for the last time.

As we pull away I whisper, "I love you, so so much."

"I love you too, so so much." He responds quietly.

"Goodbye" I say

"Goodbye"

I saw his head disappear. Then I hear his footsteps slowly fading away.

When his footsteps are non-existent, I break.

I start sobbing. Pulling at my hair. Tears falling down so fast that nobody would be able to count them. It felt like I couldn't breathe. All I wanted to do was die.

So, I pulled out my lighter, and I reached out the small window placed on one of the walls and grabbed a dead leaf, and set it aflame.

I placed it on the wood floor and watched as the fire spread. I watched the flame dance as it got closer and closer to me. As I got closer and closer to death.

As I feel the flame hit my cold body, I whisper out into the flame,"I love you Josh.

Goodbye"

Wow. Okay I know it took me so long to write this and it's pretty crap for how short it is but it's the best I can do atm. Please remember the vote and send a request. Bye!