I Am So Fucking Mad

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I'm ignoring her calls.

She's ignoring my texts.

I'm ignoring her comments.

She's ignoring my presence.

It's been a year.

It's been a year.

Why does it feel like forever since that day.

I spent so long begging for answers and wanting some closure.
What did I do wrong?
Why did you do it?
I spent so long regretting pulling away after you hit me because everyone was so wrapped around your finger I just wanted to be your bitch again.

Now he's your bitch.

And finally I feel it.

Everyone took off their blindfolds and tied it around your eyes instead.

I finally feel it.

You're going to repeat your cycle over and over again.

I finally feel it.

I'm not sad.

Instead I can look at you and hear your words and everyone crowds behind me and gathers as the support I needed for so long.

I am so fucking mad.

And I dare you to take your blindfold off to see the damage you did.

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