"He broke me and killed me"
My first lover killed me. Torn me apart, broke me to pieces. I was left nothing but just emptiness. I was a completely different person after that. I became stronger,wiser. It thought me a few things though, first, it thought me to leave when you had enough because it's not giving up it just shows that enough is enough. Second, to think everything before you do anything. Third, not everything has to be perfect, not everything in life we can plan it. Fourth, is to love myself. Fifth, letting go could be the best thing at times. Everyone could see the changed me. The more happy, fun and loveable. I'm happy that I'm this way right now but yet I'm still empty. I couldn't fill the void in my soul. I think I'm giving up on dating. Almost every single relationship i see ended badly. Some are the happy kind of couple but with sneaky girlfriends or boyfriends. Are there no good guys left in this planet. Oh god! That's sad.
